Chapter Seventy-Five: Zhen Wenxin's Attitude

If no one reminds her, maybe Zhen Hua has forgotten that she also has a daughter named Zhen Wenxin by Wen Zixin's side, and Zhen Wenxin accompanies Wen Zixin almost day and night, so Wen Zixin's abnormality, she is very clear, and all the abnormalities started from that phone call, although Zhen Wenxin didn't know who Lu Jing was at all, and she didn't know her father's romantic past, but she knew the current Wenzixin better than anyone else.

Maybe it's because of a special emotion, Wen Zixin doesn't have his own daughter, and Zhen Wenxin hasn't seen his mother since he was a child, so the relationship between them is the so-called mother-daughter relationship, and unlike normal mothers and daughters, they don't have much intimacy between them, and there is no restraint between normal mothers and daughters, so the understanding between the two is beyond Zhen Hua's imagination, and after Wen Zixin answered the phone call, Zhen Wenxin also understood the general idea of the matter, and the phone call must be related to his father.

She is not a gossip person, and she has no way of knowing the information of that phone call, of course, she doesn't need to know, because Aunt Qiu Han's expression has betrayed everything, and that preoccupied look shows a hint of jealousy and helplessness from time to time, which is obviously Dad's affair outside. What is the relationship between her father and Aunt Qiuhan, only she sees it most really, especially after she has experienced a failed relationship, she knows better that her father and Aunt Qiuhan are the kind of relationship she imagined, as long as there is a person who can find out the relationship, she will not fall into such an embarrassing situation as now, but there will always be people who are restless, such as her father.

The world is complicated, the wind is surging, right and wrong, love and hatred, all are immune. In the face of complex social relationships and instantaneous changes in human feelings, ups and downs are the norm of life, life is like a dream, and the years are rushing, diluting how much love and hatred. No matter how humble your dreams are, you should be respected in your heart, and only in this way can you face those ridicules and blows, and deduce your own wonderful. Love is like an ignorant child, unaware, unscrupulously freeing the person's own character - romance and hurt. Inadvertently, smell the ups and downs, or joy, or sadness. I want to break free, but I am like a swamp and can't extricate myself.

It's inevitable to make people sigh, she has seen too many embarrassing situations between her father and Aunt Qiu Han, and suddenly found that her father still has such romantic deeds, and she also let Aunt Qiu Han find out, I can't help but wonder if men all over the world are bastards who see things differently, like the new and hate the old, and even the father she admires the most can do this kind of thing, what about other people? Needless to say, Zhen Wenxin has completely developed feelings of disgust for creatures like men.

How long can a person's feelings last? So far, Zhen Wenxin has seen the most affectionate person, it should be her father, since she can remember, there is no mother, the only woman similar to the elder is Aunt Qiu Han, but the father has not been with Aunt Qiu Han for a long time, the father has never given any explanation, even in the face of his own ridicule, the father just smiled and did not explain, originally she simply thought that maybe it was for her mother who had never met, maybe her father was still a long-term lover who needed time, or for herself, When he leaves home, he will be with Aunt Qiuhan, the relationship between them over the years, Zhen Wenxin has seen it in his eyes, but his father has an emotional debt in just a few days.

In Zhen Wenxin's impression, Lu Jing is a person who has never appeared, although Lu Jing has been her mother for a year, but that was when she didn't remember, so she didn't think about the person who caused Aunt Qiuhan's mood swings, in name, it should be her mother, but Lu Jing has never fulfilled her mother's responsibilities for a day, and Lu Jing has never called her daughter, because their marriage was not pure back then, and they had an extra daughter for no reason, and Lu Jing was still a little girl who didn't know anything about the world that year. Marriage was too far away for her, she didn't adapt to the identity of his wife at all, not to mention, Zhen Hua suddenly took a child and said that it was their daughter, how could she adapt to the identity of a mother? Lu Jing has never admitted that she is Zhen Wenxin's mother, and she is not willing to admit that she is Zhen Wenxin's mother at all.

Maybe this is also a kind of sadness for Zhen Wenxin, originally Zhen Wenxin should also have her own parents, Zhen Hua will definitely give Zhen Wenxin a perfect restoration of the real parents, so that Zhen Wenxin has a complete family, but Lu Jing finally left, and then Zhen Hua has no such a brave woman by his side, and Zhen Hua also completely closed his heart, and maintained a close relationship with Wen Zixin, and Wen Zixin served as Zhen Wenxin's godmother, overall, Zhen Wenxin may be missing from the family, There are certain regrets, but Wen Zixin made up for this vacancy to a certain extent, and it did not cause the shadow of her childhood.

But this also caused Zhen Wenxin to not know about Lu Jing's existence at all, so if Lu Jing knew that Zhen Wenxin was worried about Wen Zixin, and unswervingly chose Wen Zixin between herself and Wen Zixin, I am afraid it would also be heartbroken, after all, when Zhen Wenxin was still in infancy, she was responsible for taking care of it, at that time Zhen Hua had no time to take care of her daughter, Zhen Wenxin's daily needs were all her responsibility, although she was not willing to admit that Zhen Wenxin was her and Zhen Hua's child, but a mother's obligation, If Zhen Hua hadn't told Wen Zixin about Zhen Wenxin's life experience, maybe Wen Zixin still thinks that Zhen Wenxin is the daughter of Zhen Hua and Lu Jing, maybe this is fate to make people.

Of course, even if Zhen Wenxin knows Lu Jing's identity, there will not be much fluctuation in her heart, as long as Zhen Hua does not tell her her life experience, then Lu Jing should be her mother, and she has no feelings for her mother for a long time, she has no mother since she was a child, she has long been used to it, even if Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin both told her that this is her mother, it is estimated that she will not be able to change her position, she is too unfamiliar with the word mother, and even if she needs to have some emotions, there should only be hatred, other feelings, She couldn't sprout either.

Does Zhen Wenxin care about this so-called mother? It should be that she doesn't care, she has no reason to care, and it is impossible to choose the latter between Wen Zixin and Lu Jing, time has already told her the answer. A mother who has abandoned for seventeen years, and a godmother who has accompanied her for seventeen years, I believe that many people's choice will be the latter, even if the blood is thicker than water, it can't withstand the catalysis of time after all, not to mention that Lu Jing resisted the existence of this daughter from the beginning, and the blood relationship is impossible to talk about.

Maybe the family affection is determined, but when a family affection has been lost for too long, there is also a considerable estrangement, of course, it is not estranged between them, but Zhen Wenxin doesn't know Lu Jing at all, what Zhen Wenxin cares about now is just what kind of woman is involved in the relationship between Aunt Qiu Han and her father, she doesn't want to watch Aunt Qiu Han wander about emotional things, and she doesn't want to have someone she doesn't know at all to be her stepmother, or she has already regarded Aunt Qiu Han as her stepmother, And this perception has been maintained for seventeen years, and she is unwilling to change this perception.

Zhen Wenxin has unswervingly stood on Wen Zixin's side, when Wen Zixin looked up at the sky melancholy, she had secretly replaced the red wine on the table with milk, borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow, everyone understands this truth, but no one can get rid of it, and Zhen Wenxin believes that he still has a certain right to speak on the issue of his father's feelings, as long as he says no, with his father's doting on him, that woman will inevitably become Aunt Qiuhan's opponent.

Of course, she didn't want to hinder her father's feelings, for so many years, she had never managed her father's feelings, in fact, she had been instigating her father to find a stepmother for herself very early, but her father was slow to act, and then she got used to it, knowing the strange relationship between her father and Aunt Qiu Han, she didn't instigate it, but during this time, so many things happened, and my father even hid that he found a new girlfriend, She wondered why she couldn't see her father's people during this time, and she couldn't get in touch, it turned out that she was hiding that she was in love, and she felt deeply worthless for Aunt Qiuhan.

Thinking deeply, although she was very disgusted with Aunt Qiu Han at the beginning, she also understood that Aunt Qiu Han was taking care of herself during this time, and Aunt Qiu Han, like herself, had just learned that her father was going out to fall in love during this time, but what Aunt Qiu Han did wasn't what a wife and a mother should do? But what did Dad do? Is this the characteristic of men who like the new and hate the old? She didn't expect that her father would be like this one day, and the person her father failed was Aunt Qiu Han, the big demon king in her eyes, but this big demon king was severely hurt by her father, who should have been her eternal big demon king, but because of her father's love for the new and hating the old, she let herself see this vulnerable side.

Some things are always beautiful to think about, so in taking it for granted, a reality that could have been very happy is wasted. It's a pity that the desertion also represents the pain, and the cruelty of love is exhausted in one word, and the love is lonely in the depths. And pain makes people mature, strong people will understand the true meaning of love, and fragile people are resentful, Wen Zixin is a strong person, but at this time she is extremely fragile, so she gives birth to resentment, but also remorse.

Maybe it's easier to love someone than to wait for someone, and it's more meaningful to wait for someone than to love someone, if her choice was to love herself, it was actually because she was so vulnerable. And even if those memories are shredded, after all, they can't escape the dream of having Zhen Hua, many moments, after inadvertently knowing something, pretending to be indifferent on the surface, whitewashing it with a light smile, it really hurts more than anything in the heart.

To love someone is to grow up with him in a long time, and to wither together in the last years of his life, Wen Zixin has already done the former, but the latter will be completed by Lu Jing, maybe that figure, that smile, is obviously familiar, but it seems strange but also longing.