"Aunt Qiuhan, who is that woman?"

There is no need to be obscure, her direct words show her position even more, but Wen Zixin, who is sobbing, doesn't know why, she doesn't notice that she has written things on her face at all, but when Zhen Wenxin said her heart, she was panicked, she didn't have such pain back then, but now she, watching Zhen Hua leave her, and receiving a call from Lu Jing, she was almost broken, and she didn't care about Zhen Wenxin's questions at all.

Maybe her tears didn't flow, but the tears of sadness and nostalgia soaked the distant horizon, this feeling is difficult to confide, difficult to express, and flows wantonly in her heart, in fact, the most charming thing about her crush is that she doesn't say it, and the most beautiful thing about her crush is that when I have a crush on you, you also like me, which is exactly the case between her and Zhen Hua, but they are separated. She spent her youth in a secret love, not because she wanted to be with Zhen Hua, it turned out that this was the other side of love-boundless pain, and what could the little secret hidden in her heart do in addition to letting it sleep quietly?

When an indescribable emotion came to my heart, sad flowers began to bloom wantonly in my heart, perhaps, now, it is destined to be a night of memories, suitable for a person, a song, and a love, and Zhen Wenxin just destroyed this atmosphere, Wenzixin, who should have fallen into infinite melancholy, was dragged out by Zhen Wenxin's questions.

"Who's that woman?"

Wen Zixin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and adjusted her breathing, she knew that this matter could not be hidden from Zhen Wenxin, and she did not plan to hide it, Zhen Wenxin had to know about this matter sooner or later, it was impossible to hide it, and Zhen Hua was already with Lu Jing, so naturally there was no reason to wander outside, he was coming back, but this time he might bring Lu Jing back, Zhen Wenxin was going to see after all, and Zhen Wenxin was also raised by Lu Jing many years ago.

"Is your mom coming back, happy?"

One sentence shocked Zhen Wenxin, and she sat down on the ground unconsciously, she couldn't believe her ears, like a thunderbolt on the head, and as if someone had poured a basin of cold water from head to toe, her whole body was numb, her brain had lost the ability to command her own actions, standing there like a wood, her face turned gray in an instant.

The term "mother" is too unfamiliar, the so-called "mother" has been away from her for seventeen years, since she can remember, she has no mother, she has long been used to it, but when Aunt Qiuhan told her that her mother was coming back, her performance was only shocked, maybe because this position has been vacant for too long, her heart has already caused a hollow, but Aunt Qiuhan told her such a bombshell news at this time, she was completely stunned, and the most difficult thing to accept was that she was in a dilemma.

In fact, the word mother is irresistible to anyone, especially a person who has not had a mother since childhood, it is impossible for Zhen Wenxin to refuse, but can she really accept the so-called "mother"? Maybe she thinks she can do it, but who knows when they actually meet? How much resentment has been buried in my heart over the years? How much is there to miss? Maybe she doesn't know it herself.

In school, students have their own mothers, especially the parent-child activities held by the school when they were young, and other students are accompanied by their mothers, but what about themselves? Dad almost never participated in it because of his busy work, and Aunt Qiu Han couldn't attend because of her identity, so she was almost alone in parent-child activities since she was a child, and at most Xiao Yu accompanied her to participate a few times, but what she needed was a justifiable mother, which she couldn't do whether it was Wen Zixin or Xiao Yu, she had her own mother, but the so-called mother had never met.

Wen Zixin was quite disgusted with this woman, because this woman took away what belonged to her, but whether it was now or in the past, she could only be helpless, she didn't dare to speak, she didn't dare to uncover the last thin layer of fog, but what now? She has already told Zhen Wenxin the truth that she can tell, maybe Zhen Wenxin has been immersed in the joy of her mother's return, as for herself, she is just an outsider after all, even if she has that little fantasy in her heart, but Lu Jing's appearance is enough to shatter those insignificant disillusionments, and she is just an outsider, at the beginning, and may be in the end.

But Zhen Wenxin was only shocked, she couldn't accept it, she inexplicably parachuted a mother, and the disappearance of my father during this time was for the so-called mother, a mother who had disappeared for seventeen years, she didn't know how she should face this so-called mother, she had already regarded Wen Zixin as her own mother in her heart over the years, but the woman who suddenly appeared at this time banned Wen Zixin's position, but this is just a ban on identity, psychologically, Wen Zixin has long been irreplaceable in her heart.

She couldn't calm herself, only a burst of hesitant footsteps, surging out of her difficult to calm emotions in the hot air flow that was about to swell, the sound of hurried footsteps, was due to nervousness and spinning in place, and Wen Zixin naively thought that this was joy, but she didn't know that her heart was more entangled, more contradictory, she was almost crazy, a mother who fell from the sky, subverted her perception of her father's feelings.

Sometimes, the more you hide your feelings for a person, the deeper you sink. She thought that she would try her best to stay, but she didn't expect Zhen Hua to go so fast, and Lu Jing to come so fast, and before she could reach out, it was already over. Probably, everyone will meet a person who can't be together, reluctant to let go, too tired to insist, and the most tormented when they can't love. The most tiring thing in this world is to watch your heart break and have to glue it yourself. has been sentimental, smiling with a hint of vicissitudes. Is it bland? Or is it yearning? Or a circle that repeats itself, and she struggles and wanders in the middle, but she can't go to the end, maybe this is love, love but can't love, after all, it is bleak, who is the passer-by in who's life, who is the wheel of life, the dust of the past life, the wind of this life, the endless sad soul, in the end no one is anyone's who, just a passerby.

Once upon a time, she thought she had found the happiness she wanted, but when she gave it unreservedly, she realized that it had always been her wishful thinking. Maybe there has been ambiguity between her and Zhen Hua over the years, there is no recognition of any identity, and there is no legal identity like Lu Jing, but she is also used to getting along like this, used to such feelings, she thought that this was already her relationship with Zhen Hua, but Lu Jing's appearance cruelly told her that all this is just her fantasy, all of them are phantoms in bubbles, and Lu Jing's existence is to break these bubbles, bringing her the most painful feeling in the world, the most heart-wrenching feeling in the world, not lovelorn, but when she gave her heart to Zhen Hua, Zhen Hua was deceiving her, she thought it was love, but when Zhen Hua appeared again and again, for the sake of a person to break the normal state of life, she really understood that this is called love, and her feelings are just squandering for no reason.

Some love, they always can't say, some love, they always can't get it, so to this point, but Wen Zi's heart collapsed. She didn't know why Lu Jing still had her own number, although her private number had never been changed over the years, but few people knew this number, she did exchange phone numbers with Lu Jing back then, but she never expected a rival in love with several sides to keep her number for so many years, but this rival in love saved her number, and also contacted herself, and told her the news that she was with Zhen Hua.

Even if what Lu Jing said was Zhen Hua's illness, to her ears, it was a kind of show-off, a naked show-off, as if announcing Zhen Hua's ownership. She knows that Zhen Hua has been by her side all these years, and they all regard each other as the most important person, but she knows that one day, someone will take Zhen Hua away from her, and this day has come, all the abnormalities during this time have a reasonable explanation, Zhen Hua disappeared for no reason, and he walked for so long, just for that woman, and that woman can talk to herself arrogantly, wantonly proclaiming Zhen Hua's ownership, by virtue of Zhen Hua's love? At this point, he can't compare to Lu Jing after all.

So many people were anxious to squeeze into her life, and her head was bleeding, and Zhen Hua had done the same, but she desperately retreated, and now she tried in vain to save one of them, and she would only remember it in this way. She also wanted to cry because of someone who didn't love her, and then laughed and said it didn't matter, but she only did it, and that sentence didn't matter, but she couldn't say it. She was choked up and told all kinds of old things, how ridiculous, she thought that one day Zhen Hua would be moved. In life, not everything can be as she wishes, and she also wants to say with relief, "The person who can't be grasped, the sand that can't be grasped, it is better to raise it with your hand." ”

She also understands that only by learning to empty and let go can she make room for a corner, free up time, and find happiness that is truly suitable for herself. But these years, isn't it her happiness? Just ask a person for nearly 30 years of companionship, in the end, but it is a kind of relationship between friends and lovers, maybe a little ridiculous, most of the pain in life comes from the troubles that cannot be let go of all obsessions, like a snail carrying a heavy shell, life is full of heavy shackles and shackles.

In fact, women are very simple, women will remember the man who makes her laugh, and the man will remember the woman who makes him cry, but the woman always stays with the man who makes her cry, and the man stays with the woman who makes him laugh. So Wen Zixin knew that the person she chose was Zhen Hua, but the person Zhen Hua chose was Lu Jing, for no other reason, but Lu Jing was the one who made Zhen Hua laugh, and often everything she did was just crying in front of Zhen Hua.