Chapter 80: The Process

Some people will never understand it in their lifetime, in fact, there are all kinds of scenery on the road, although most people know it, but no one has experienced it in detail, and this kind of taste is also something that ordinary people can't experience, and Zhen Hua is forcing Lu Jing to watch all this, maybe it's not forced, because Lu Jing herself is willing to get in the car, no one forced her to get in the car, on the contrary, she forced Zhen Hua to take her.

In fact, the scenery along the way is magnificent and gorgeous, and there are too many remarkable sights for people to enjoy and entertain, which seems to be enough. Wasn't the most common and chic way of entertainment for the ancients to be to enjoy the mountains and rivers? Even though they're just in the car, just watching, and then speeding by, it may seem boring and boring, but isn't it another way to relax? Maybe this method only belongs to Zhen Hua and others can't understand it, but she must get used to it, because she needs to adapt to Zhen Hua, otherwise the ending between her and Zhen Hua is no different from seventeen years ago.

It is impossible for Zhen Hua to adapt to her way, or that it is impossible for Zhen Hua to adapt to her, and there is no reason to adapt to her, so she has to be ready to adapt to Zhen Hua, in fact, people experience more pain than happiness in their lives, it can be said that living people are pain bearers, and how much perseverance must be there to not be defeated by it and choose death. What determines the development and final outcome of the situation is not the choice itself, but the attitude towards the choice made by oneself. So Lu Jing knew that she had already made a choice, and her choice had been decided as early as seventeen years ago, so she didn't hesitate, and love itself doesn't need any hesitation, this is what she has always done, and Zhen Hua has always been unable to do it.

And what are they doing? In fact, they are just simply on the road, just like life, walking on the road, they don't know where they are going, and what will happen is even more unclear, just simply walking, and some feelings are faint when they walk, some people are scattered when they walk, time never gives people the opportunity to prepare, growth is a turn of the head, only one person is left, and now it is two people, maybe some people even if they take him away, they will be like kraft candy, how to catch up and can't drive away, just like them now.

In fact, if you want to love or not, you are the loneliest, Zhen Hua also tried to be brave, but he couldn't face the trembling eyes in the mirror, so he could only say goodbye to everyone who was close to him. Many people love someone by mistake because they are lonely, but many more people are lonely all their lives because they love someone by mistake. Zhen Hua is one of them, and Lu Jing is also one of them, so the boat of time quietly rows away, leaving a faint memory in the space of memory. When they are young, they are no longer the shy little boys and immature little girls of the past, thanks to the experience of failure, but no matter when, they can not forget, and in fact they are all enlightened people, and all enlightened people can only come after the wind and rain, and the pain, frustration and loneliness between them must only be able to truly taste themselves.

The experience of a person's life is like the cycle of trees, flowers and plants, and the four seasons. When it is brilliant, it is like the flowers blooming brightly in spring, when it is frustrated, it is like the fallen leaves in autumn, and when it is low, it is like the withered branches in winter. Don't forget the tolerance of the earth, the sunshine, the moisture of the rain and dew, don't complain about the indifference of the wind, the ruthlessness of the rain, the cruelty of the frost when you are frustrated, and don't lose the belief in survival, the pursuit of life, and the tenacity of life when you are at a low point. Maybe it's because there are too many, and it can't be distinguished, and human life is limited, to find a reason to be happy, it is in the plain that we understand the true meaning of life, in the wind and rain to exercise our strength, life is precisely because of the soaking in the sweet and sour spicy salty to the profound, more rich connotation.

Some people are happy and some are worried, is Zhen Hua happy or worried? Maybe the emotion of joy has not appeared for a long time, Zhen Hua himself rarely has such an emotion, because he has seen too much, so everything seems bland, especially in the face of death, he really can't give birth to joyful emotions, even if it is some joy that should exist, but his performance is always not salty or light, plain as water, it is also appropriate to call it indifference.

In fact, living tired is because there are superfluous things in your heart, which is the same as eating and supporting yourself. And some roads seem to be close, but they are far away, and those who lack patience will never reach the end. Life is half reality, half dream. But Zhen Hua and Lu Jing are trapped in reality and can't struggle, but they are still dreaming on the road, and once they stop, they will be trapped in reality.

The most interesting part of life is that it can't be restarted without a script, without a rehearsal. Attachment is a burden, giving up is a relief, there is no perfection in life, and happiness is not 100%. But on their way, it is the same, time has faded memory, saved strangeness, and the past was heartbreaking, but it is not as safe as the present. The warmth of love, the sun is shining in the cold; The sweetness of love, the sadness is also a kind of beauty; The integrity of love is also the soul of the world apart; The permanence of love, and the short-term encounter is also a wasted old. Maybe Zhen Hua is not the most suitable person for Lu Jing, but he is the person that Lu Jing identified, and love itself does not distinguish between right and wrong.

How much helplessness to wait, in exchange for an unforgettable, sad person, knows what he does, and a helpless person, knows that others have missed it. Mistakes, one person's mistakes, missing a lot, a lot, talking about other people's weaknesses, or talking about one's own shortcomings, are all a kind of life, a practice, a review. And the relationship itself is not illusory, feel it with your heart, your heart is not far away, cherish and wait, your feelings are not illusory, feel it with your heart, your heart is not far away, cherish and wait, who has no hardship, who has no bitterness, who has no wrong fate, who has no regrets, maybe just say a few words, feel down-to-earth, maybe just look at a few glances, feel warm, know for a long time, always miss involuntarily, really hurt, only to know how hard life is, really understand, only to understand that letting go is also a kind of beauty.

It's a pity that everyone can say beautiful things, but when it comes to actually doing it, it's too difficult. People, through the belly, no one can see who clearly, you have to experience it, get along to understand, who is worth cherishing, who must give up, get along with too shrewd people, sooner or later will break up, and too calculating people to be friends, sooner or later will be broken. Life philosophy, be a man, don't pretend, pretending is too tiring. happy, but regardless of the image; It's sad, but it's red through the eyes. If you have something to say, you can express your heart directly; If you are depressed, you can release it to your heart's content. Being a simple person is what it really looks like; To be alive and happy is to be bright enough.

A person's life, in a sense, is a war against oneself. Every human being is attached to two selves: the good self and the bad self. Let the positive defeat the negative, let the noble defeat the ugly, let the sincerity defeat the hypocrisy, let the tolerance defeat the calculating, let the happiness defeat the melancholy, let the diligence defeat the lazy, let the strong defeat the fragile, let the great defeat the obscene, as long as you want, you can be the best version of yourself for the rest of your life. This is a kind of pain, maybe this is a kind of torture in itself, but he can't do it, no desire is just an appearance, and the mad is the heart.

Time flies, the sun and the moon change, do you have to go through the vicissitudes of the world, see through the changes in the world, after a hundred turns, you will understand that all the encounters will become yesterday's scenery, those glimpses of the memory, no matter how gorgeous and gorgeous, will eventually fade away, in the deep look back into a curtain of ink smoke. The years have passed, most of my life has passed, stubborn, willful, impulsive, I have learned a lesson, but I have also lost a lot, before, I always let others accommodate myself, but now, I have to take into account the feelings of others. After walking through that age when I don't know the height of the sky, looking back on yesterday, it is like a farce, when it hurts, how long can I cry and how long I can cry, when I am hungry, I can eat as much as I want, carefree, and never worried. The more naïve and noisy, the more mature and quieter, I used to be angry, I ignored people for a few days, now I'm angry, it's okay for a minute, in the past, I cared about other people's opinions, and now, I ignore other people's eyes.

Zhen Hua's eyes have always only looked straight ahead, so everything around him is what he ignores, none of the things he cares about in this life have been done, on the contrary, some things he doesn't care about are unexpectedly very successful. And life itself is divided into material and spiritual, he unexpectedly succeeded in the former, but helplessly failed in the latter, whether it is joy or sorrow, no one can tell, what people see, often they don't have, so Zhen Hua's worries, in fact, many people can't understand, but Lu Jing's situation is roughly the same.

Time is a wonderful thing, and sometimes you don't even notice it passing, but it's been a long time. It's been a long time since I got on the bus, starting from early in the morning, but now it's dusk, thinking too much, thinking about it, and time is fleeting. Time is invisible and intangible, just when you don't pay attention, it has quietly passed by, maybe waiting, but what can be done? It's still going to be considered.

The torrent of years has swept away the youth and the years, and all that remains is a scarred body that has been deeply imprinted by the years, and a heart that has been deeply imprinted by the years. Time has always been like this, always leaving quietly, but this time does not disappear out of thin air, it disappears only because two people who have no words fall into inexplicable contemplation.

They seem to have forgotten that humans will feel tired, they will feel hungry, but they don't, neither of them feels this way, it seems too abnormal. The car is still moving forward, the person driving is Zhen Hua, there is no intention of stopping, maybe there will be a moment, they can't help but speak, but at this moment, they are still silent, the unprovoked silence, the weirdness formed is unbearable, and the unprovoked silence of the two people is irrelevant, the silence of the air seems to have become the main theme of today, so they all accept this weird atmosphere calmly.