281:Don't Forget or Remember (1)

Kang Chenyi, who was far away in City A, knew about this situation and heard it from Kang Chenzhe.

The eldest son of the Kang family, who has always been known for his gentleness, was suddenly not calm, he frowned, and his tone was anxious: "How can this be?" ”

"It's too specific for me to know, it's not that you don't know your cousin's temperament, it's like a gourd, it's hard to ask something from him." Kang Chenzhen was helpless.

Kang Chenyi didn't say much to him, and directly bought a ticket to S City. When he arrived in a hurry, it was noon, and the huge Bai family was unusually quiet, and the servants who walked around sporadically were all light-hearted.

He waited in the living room for a long time, and the maid changed two cups of tea, but he still didn't see Bai Chenfeng come out. He remembered that Lin was empty, and he didn't care about the etiquette, so he went straight upstairs and entered the master bedroom.

The bedroom is very sunny, with a thin gauze curtain drawn in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, and the sunlight gently spills in, a warm piece. The interior is very warm, with exquisite ornaments, beautiful murals, and a few pots of camellia flowers of different colors.

Kang Chenyi knew that Bai Chenfeng was the most cold and boring person, this must be what Lin Kongkong liked, such a weak, kind, and docile woman had lived such a hard life.

Lin Kongkong was sleeping, the room was warm, and he was only covered with a thin blanket of water blue. Bai Chenfeng stood in front of the bed expressionlessly, a pair of pitch-black pupils tightly locked her emaciated face, and she didn't even react when Kang Chenyi entered the door.

As soon as Kang Chenyi saw his cousin's dejected appearance, he knew the seriousness of the matter. Leaned closer to the bed to look at Lin Kongkong, and saw her current state, and the two handsome eyebrows frowned.

It's only been a long time since I've seen a good person who has lost weight like this? Not only was his face pale, but even his cheeks were sunken. She looks so weak, not to mention raising a baby, even if she herself is just dying.

"Cousin, come out, I have something to say to you."

"If you have anything to say, just say it here!"

Kang Chenyi sighed helplessly, "She's here, she can't run, what are you doing so closely?" ”

Bai Chenfeng glanced at him coldly: "I'm accompanying her." ”

"I've already understood the situation, don't you want to have a solution?"

"You have?"

"You can try."

Bai Chenfeng got up, leaned over and kissed Lin Kongkong's forehead lightly, and then went out with Kang Chenyi one after the other.

Two men stood in front of the window at the end of the hallway, you look at me, I look at you, but they didn't say anything to each other.

"Do you want her to be happy?" Kang Chen asked gently.

"Of course."

"Then listen to me, you should learn to let go."

Bai Chenfeng's face suddenly turned ugly, and he said in a cold voice, "What do you mean?" Make the words clear. ”

Kang Chenyi smiled at him gently, his eyebrows were clear, and his words were as insistent as ever: "I said you should let go." ”

Bai Chenfeng narrowed his eyes, "You let me go?" ”

"Yes."

"Huh...... How do you write two words of coveting...... Do you know? ”

"If I really covet her, do I have to wait until now? Your love is as domineering as your person, and you only know how to take. Her current situation should be changed to a new environment and start again, and it's time to say goodbye to her past, including you. ”

"Farewell? I? You can see clearly, she is about to give birth, she is my child, do you think we can break it off in this relationship? ”

"Cousin, don't you understand it until now? You are the source of all her nightmares, the child is yours, and the blood is connected, and no one can cut it off. You put down your hand appropriately and give her a breather, she is like a kite, and you are the one who holds the string, are you still afraid that she will run away? ”

Bai Chenfeng's thin lips outlined a sarcastic arc: "I'm afraid that someone will tear the thread and take her away......"

"Are you not confident?"

"Want to take her away?" Bai Chenfeng answered the question.

"Yes."

"Reason."

"She's the first person I've liked, and I just want her to have a good outcome, that's all."

"I don't need to talk about it anymore."

"Do you really want her to live on nutrient solution? It won't take long to go on like this, don't talk about the child, even if she is very dangerous, you should know better than me! ”

"Why do you think she'll be fine if she leaves me?"

"I believe in myself."

"Ridiculous! Recognize your own identity, you have always been the most stable and the most important to etiquette, why do you have such a confused mind now? ”

Kang Chenyi's eyes are very clear and clean, and his expression is also very calm, not uncomfortable at all: "What is right and what is wrong, and who can tell the difference?" I only do what I think is right. ”

Bai Chenfeng's face was pale, his patience was limited, if it was someone else, he would not listen to him here. But he and Kang Chenyi have come over for so many years, how can it be just such a simple friendship as cousins?

"I think you're ...... There is no cure! There was a hint of hatred in his tone.

"It's you who can't be saved!" He was-for-tat.

"I'm not far away!"

Bai Chenfeng glared at him twice, leaving only four words, then ignored him again, turned around and prepared to go back to the bedroom. After walking a few steps, he saw Lin Kongkong standing in front of the door, staring at him with a pair of big eyes.

"How did you get out? You don't wear shoes. As he spoke, he went into the bedroom and took out his slippers and leaned over to put them on for her.

"Let me go," she whispered, .......

Bai Chenfeng, who was leaning over, listened to her words, slowly got up, looked at her and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”

"Let me ......go," she repeated.

"You...... After being silent for so long, the first thing I said to me was to let me let you go? Do you also think that my love is a cage and a shackle? Why...... I'm repenting, repenting of everything I've done before, isn't that enough? ”

"Let me go," she said, ...... same sentence.

Bai Chenfeng instantly felt that his strength was drained, he leaned against the wall weakly, clenched his fists very unwillingly, and his nails sank into his palms.

Kang Chenyi saw that she also strode over, and he didn't have anything to say to her, so he looked at her carefully. Seeing that she was getting thinner and thinner, only the appearance of an abrupt bulge in her abdomen, and her heart ached uncontrollably.

How could he not know that she was not someone he could like? But after all, he is young and can't see his feelings so thoroughly, he only knows that liking is liking, even if he likes someone he shouldn't like, even if he can't get her, he hopes she can be well.

Bai Chenfeng looked at Kang Chenyi's eyes, and the pity in them couldn't be concealed. Thinking about it again, she said that she would let her go, and her chest was surging with blood and qi, as if she was a wicked person who beat mandarin ducks.

He suppressed his angry emotions, reached out and gently protected her abdomen, and his voice was not gentle: "There are two little lives here, I am a father, you are a mother, how can I let go?" ”

Lin Kongkong's originally godless eyes became even darker, and she turned around and went back to the bedroom, took off her shoes, went to bed, and went to sleep.

"Are you satisfied?" Kang Chenyi, who has always been gentle and elegant, rarely says such provocative words, which shows his anger at this time.

"It's our housework." Bai Chenfeng's mood was even worse.

"I just want to change her environment so that she can live like a normal person."

"What are you talking about? Didn't I let her live like a normal person? ”

"Is there one? What is the difference between you and imprisoning her now? Can't you see that? It's not that she has a mental illness and doesn't need a psychiatrist, she just doesn't want to see you and is running away from you. You leave her to me, I promise to give her the best care, and when she wants to see you, I will definitely not stop her. ”

"I said, this is our housework, and I won't send it away!"

Kang Chenyi ignored his words and went straight into the bedroom, he stood in front of the bed and said to Lin Kongkong: "I know you haven't slept, and I know that you can understand me, you tell me, do you want to go with me?" ”

Lin Kongkong looked at him with a pair of godless eyes, and said very indifferently: "I want to leave because I don't want to see him again, and everything related to him, and you are among them, if you are really good for me, persuade him to let me go, instead of saying that you want to take me away......"

Her coldness and rejection were thousands of miles away, Kang Chenyi felt it, not only was he not annoyed, but he was even more distressed: "If you really think so, I will try my best to do what you want." ”

"I don't force you to help me, it's just that if you can't help me, don't give me hope, empty vows, I've heard too much......"

After Lin Kongkong finished speaking, he turned over, his back towards Kang Chenyi, and the meaning of refusal was obvious.

She knew Bai Chenfeng's character very well, and she was afraid that no one would be able to control what he decided, so she resisted silently and closed the whole person.

Why didn't she know that this was the next step? But she has no other way, she is a helpless orphan girl, who can she point to to save her?

She also knew that she was very gray at this time, and even she wondered if she really had mental illness? Because she could only see in her eyes, the walls that held her and the people who hurt her, and nothing else.

She also thought about torturing him by hurting herself, but she couldn't do that because she was a mother. She knew she couldn't live with him anymore, because he always reminded her of her stupid past.

She just wants to leave him and start over, but she is afraid that he will not let go, and everything can only be delusional.

When she thought of this, she suddenly felt a sense of desolation. Since she was a child, she has been docile and docile, like a sheep, she is what others say, she never seems to have her own thoughts, and she never says no.

When I followed my mother, I was what my mother said. After her mother died, she went to Ji's house alone, although it was her own home, but she always had a feeling of being under the fence.

At that time, she realized what Master Cao said in "Dream of Red Mansions" that the prosperity of the "Gossamer Soft Spring Pavilion" in the Grand View Garden had become a chill of "wind, frost, and swords in Lin Daiyu's eyes".

Her father was not close to her, and the girl from the small town couldn't adapt to the prosperity of the wealthy compound, and she was involved in many conspiracies and calculations as soon as she came, so she and the Ji family have been incompatible for so many years.