The divorce procedures were handled in the service hall of the town, there were no accidents, and there were no waves, everything was very calm, filled in some data, took a photo, and the book came down, the whole process took a few hours, looking at myself holding two books in my hand, one is the red book more than ten years ago, which is a photo of two people together, and the other is just done, there is only a photo of me alone, more than ten years have passed, I am no longer the me of the year, I am no longer the young me, these days in the countryside, really facing the loess with his back to the sky, planting land and fruit trees, and raising a few cows, although his life is not rich, he is still a little proud.

Look at the book in my hand that is only me, although it is also red, but it is a lonely person, and it is also a single, the loss in my heart, sadness instantly welled up in my heart, although no tears fell, but I still feel very sad, so that is the case, how can the husband have no wife, but the facts are in front of him, and he is not comfortable.

I didn't tell my parents about the divorce, because I was afraid that they would get angry and wouldn't help much, marriage is a matter of two people, as the saying goes, it's good to get together and disperse, and besides, there is a possibility of remarriage after divorce, and she still has the possibility of coming back, and it's not a big deal.

For the property of the marriage, I don't want anything, as long as the son is enough, and I don't need her child support, because I think I can raise my son, I feel that I have done my best to her, she followed me, sad is indeed more sad than happy, since the husband and wife, I don't want to do too ruthlessly, anyway, she also gave birth to an eldest son for me, this credit is indelible.

Thinking that he will become the laughing stock of others in the village, he can't raise his head, although divorce is not a big deal in this era, but what others will say, it is up to you, the tongue grows in other people's mouths, and if you say ugly words, you will not be able to raise your head, what do people want to say, it is someone else's business, what do I have to do with it, do you want to be angry with others, fight or don't stop and stop and don't make trouble for your parents.

The news of the divorce finally reached the ears of my parents, my parents may be afraid that I will be sad and sad again, they didn't say anything, but I can see that they are very sad and helpless and angry, I saw the frustration in their eyes, and I didn't explain anything, because I really didn't have any mood, always looking at the sky in a daze, thinking about the past, although she was ruthless, regardless of leaving, but how should I live in the future? I had to do farm work and feed the cattle, and it seemed like I was left alone with all the work.

Later, my son also knew about my divorce from her, and he didn't react much, and he was very calm, but his academic performance was declining all the way, and he didn't like to study, and he didn't like to write homework, and his son was watching TV alone at night, I especially felt sorry for him, I couldn't give him a complete home, no matter what I did, I couldn't make up for the mother's love, because father's love and mother's love are different, one rigid and one soft, one yin and one yang, thinking of this tear can no longer be controlled, and the embankment bursts out, I am sorry for my parents, and I am even more sorry for my son!

I'm sorry for my parents' nurturing grace, but I couldn't make them worry and fill them up, and I was still worried, sad, and angry at the age of gray hair, and suddenly I felt that I was extremely guilty.

My son is in front of me and her, just like a prince, but now he has become a single-parent child, and the child will become a laughing stock at school, laughed at by other classmates, looked down upon, thinking of this, tears are like beads with broken threads, men cry cry cry is not a sin!