I was just a little emotional and nothing was wrong, so I was discharged the next day.

Xu Wei came to pick me up from the hospital and cleaned up my things with Zhuo Yu, I watched them busy and didn't know what to say.

There is already an invisible rift between me and Xu Wei.

Xu Wei cleaned up and straightened up, just staring at me, we looked at each other and smiled, very embarrassed, I didn't know what to say.

"That, Xu Wei, help Xingzhu up and let's go."

It was still Zhuo Yu who broke this embarrassment, and he stood aside first with his things.

"Come, I'll help you go." Xu Wei came over and pulled me up.

"Okay." I leaned on her and gave myself to her.

"Xingzhu wants to eat something, let's buy it together and make it back, Xu Wei will come too." Juanyu is our lubricant, and with him in the middle, we seem to be a little more relaxed.

"Okay, buy some ribs, I want to drink pork rib soup, Xu Wei, what do you want to eat?"

"Whatever, I'll eat whatever you want."

Xu smiled slightly, there was no special request, if it was before, she would definitely eat and drink a lot.

"That's it, no?" Juanyu was surprised, "Xu Wei, don't you like braised fish, don't you eat it today?" ”

"Today," Xu Wei turned to me and asked me again, "Xingzhu, do you want to eat braised fish?" ”

"Then let's eat." I really don't know what to say, so I'll just eat it all.

"Okay, wait for the supermarket, go home Xu Wei, you have to help me." Zhuo Yu said that he had already taken the lead out of the ward.

"Okay, I'll help." Xu Wei didn't play tricks anymore, and obediently agreed to help, she came to our house for dinner before, and never said to help.

Thinking of this, my heart slowly suffocated, we are really estranged, and we really can't go back to the heartless and heartless lungs we used to have.

I held Xu Wei's hand and walked with her.

"Xu Wei, you don't have to be like this, isn't it good that we used to be like that, I was really too impulsive that night, it has nothing to do with you, if it were me, I would do the same, I just hope that the two of us can go back to the way we were before, really." When I was explaining to Xu Wei, I was thinking in my heart, aren't you already the same as Xu Wei?

"Xingzhu, I understand everything you said, and I understand everything, but I always feel that I was really too hasty in my father's matter, I didn't consider your thoughts and feelings, so now I just want to accompany you well, make you happy, and make you complain, but you are always blaming yourself, you don't know that the more you blame yourself, the more sad and guilty I feel in my heart. So Xingzhu, don't talk about that night, let's start again, let's start again, let's start again. ”

I listened to her words and was very moved, I didn't know what to say for a while, so I patted her hand and agreed.

"Then let's go, don't hesitate here, go home and have a good chat, okay?" Juanyu urged us, and he was also happy for us.

In fact, thinking about Xu Wei and I are also quite fateful, we are such good friends, and in the end we are still sisters, it is really not easy, thinking about the way I went crazy that night, it is really hard to believe that I still have that side.

"I was scary that night, wasn't I?" I was embarrassed to think of that scene.

"No, I think you really don't show mercy when you get serious." Xu Wei no longer has any scruples.

"Then are you scared, you still dare to come to me, I'm not afraid that I'll fight with you." I thought about it for a moment and felt that it was inappropriate, "Actually, if you say anything more that night, I will rush up and fight with you." ”

"I'm afraid, I'll let you beat it up if it's a big deal."

"You're pretty light, I'll regret it if I really hit you."

We talked as we walked, and slowly the topics became more and more.

When I walked out of the obstetrics and gynecology building, I was in the garden and unexpectedly bumped into someone.

"Is it Miss Su?"

We had all gone that far before the man behind us came after us.

When I looked back, I was puzzled to see that it was the tenant who had rented from my grandmother's house.

"You are, that one is called Shen Yan, right?" I wasn't sure at first, "It's Shen Yan, right?" ”

"Yes, Miss Su didn't expect to meet you here, it's a coincidence, I thought I was wrong."

Shen Yan was very polite, and he greeted Xu Wei as he spoke.

"My name is Shen Yan, and I used to live at Miss Su's house when I was in Lijiang, so I can be regarded as a friend."

"You're too polite, my name is Li Lianyu. Nice to meet you. ”

"I'm Xu Wei, it's a pleasure to meet you, it's really a coincidence that you can meet here."

"Yes, I'm also sighing, Miss Su, it seems that we really have a fate." Shen Yan was very hospitable, and he was very interested in talking.

"It's quite fateful, you're too polite, just call me Xingzhu, call Miss Su to see more outside," I was actually very surprised, I didn't expect to meet here, this Shen Yan used to live in my grandmother's house when we often chatted together, he was very enthusiastic and polite, "Why are you here, are you uncomfortable?" ”

"Yes, I accidentally injured my hand a few days ago, no, I came to check it today."

As he spoke, I saw his hands hanging around his neck in bandages.

"It's serious, it's all splints."

"It's okay, just raise it for a few days, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?" He showed me the injured arm disappreciatively, and it was probably not a big deal.

"No, I'm just a little hypoglycemic, isn't this about to be discharged? When did you come to Shanghai, weren't you somewhere? "I can't remember where he said he was working.

"Yes, I came to Shanghai to build a new project, and I should stay here for a while, so you can leave a contact information for me, when will we have time to get together together, seeing that you seem to be in a hurry to leave, then we will talk another day, okay?"

He's a very cheerful person, he never drags on, I like people with this kind of character, and I can say whatever I want.

"Okay, then we'll sit down together and have a good chat another day when we have time." I said yes and gave him the contact information.

"Okay, you guys go get busy first, and we'll make an appointment to talk another day," Shen Yan promised, "Then goodbye, it's nice to meet you." ”

He said away, then waved away.

"Okay, okay, goodbye."

"Hey, okay, goodbye."

Jian Yu and Xu Wei also hurriedly waved to him, this person was really polite.

"Why are you so polite, this person, when did you know each other?" As soon as the people walked away, Xu Wei came to ask me.

"The last time I went back to my grandmother's house, I met him, and he was very nice." I looked at the distant backs of people and couldn't help but admire, "This person is really too polite." ”

"Okay, isn't it just a halfway friend, what's all the fuss, I look at that person, that is, I just know a little politeness." Juanyu spoke sourly, with a disapproving face.

"Why can't you make a fuss, there are not many people who know how to be polite now, okay, people like this, how many big girls and little daughters-in-law are vying for it." I turned my head and looked at the sour look of Zhuoyu, and I couldn't help but want to tease him.

"Yes, how many big girls and little daughters-in-law are waiting for him to hook up, do you want to count you too?" Not to be outdone, Juanyu is not to be outdone.

"I can't ask for it, it depends on whether people are willing or not, if I do, I will immediately follow him."

"Okay, you'll be addicted to it, and the dead duck has a hard mouth." Xu Wei began to get along with me again.

As soon as Xu Wei said this, I felt that our previous atmosphere was gradually coming back.

"Let's go, let's go home, don't be stupid." Zhuo Yu came to urge again.

"Let's go, go home." I'm in a good mood, I can meet acquaintances in the hospital, it should be considered luck, so I pulled Xu Wei and walked on, "Xu Wei, how is Dad now, is it okay?" ”

"It's okay, it's good, the elderly, there is always a small problem, it's good to pay more attention to it." Xu Wei is still not so open when he talks about his father, and only chooses words that are reassuring.

"Then you tell him that I don't hate him anymore, just let him pay attention to his body." I didn't have the patience to comfort him for a while, first, I didn't have the courage to face him, and secondly, I couldn't calm down at all.

Xu Wei nodded in agreement, and then lowered his head to help me continue walking.

"It's okay, take your time in everything, don't be in a hurry." Zhuo Yu came over to the round and laughed and laughed.

We laughed along.

I sometimes think about it, in a flash, I have more sisters, more fathers, this should be a good thing, but when I think about it carefully, in fact, the things and people I have been cherishing for many years are actually around me, and I naturally have a very uncomfortable feeling in my heart, as if my fate has only cared about joking with me for so many years.

When I think of this kind of joking and dramatic life, I feel that I have no reason at all, especially when I think of the night when my mother had an accident, our mother and daughter hugged each other so helplessly, the wind and rain were raging, and people suddenly seemed very small and pitiful.

I burst into tears when I thought about it, if there had been someone who could have saved my mother in time, or if I had been older enough to carry my mother on my back, or if I had taken 10,000 steps back, if I had my father by my side, that would not have happened.

So sometimes when I can't figure it out, when I regret it, I put my resentment on the father I have never met, all because of him, let my mother live that life.

"But Xingzhu," Xu Wei said and stopped, plucking up the courage to start talking again, "Dad said he wanted to go see your mother." ”

When I heard that, I was struck in the face.

"It's nothing to look at, it's just a pile of loess, so what's the matter if you don't see it." I instinctively refuse, what I owe when I am alive, can I make up for it when I die?

I probably had a too tough attitude when I spoke, Xu Wei didn't say anything after listening, and lowered his head to help me continue walking.

I followed her on, but my heart was not at peace.

What will happen to Mom, I probably want him to go, Mom should have a lot to ask him. As for him, I think he should also go to his mother to explain, why he could walk so easily without a sound back then, and why he could leave his mother so naturally.

"Go back and tell him, let me think about it." I would like to advise them again, let them solve the affairs of the elders by themselves.

What my mother taught me, learn to love, don't hate, even if you can't love, try not to hate.