Ouyang Jin sent me to work and left, I watched his car gradually blend into the traffic, until it disappeared for a long time and I stayed where I was.

At this time, I want to try my best to give Ouyang Jin a separate space, let him be alone, and don't disturb him.

So all day I was looking for a job for myself to do, I just wanted to keep myself busy, because then I didn't have time to think about what Ouyang Jin was doing, whether something was going on, whether he was going through pain.

My little assistant also sensed that I was abnormal, so she didn't dare to say a word more than she did for a day.

"Concise, do you think I'm a failure?" It's the first time I've spoken to my assistant so formally, and I've always thought of her as a little girl who doesn't know anything about the world, but now it seems that I'm the one who can't find a way out for a while.

"Director Su, why do you say that about yourself?" My assistant is Jane, five years younger than me, she is only 22 years old but she has already become the assistant to the chairman, although I am not very worthy of the name of the director, but at least a director can be in charge.

At this time, Jian Jian looked questioning and confused, probably because I was really too difficult to deal with, and no one could bear it for a while.

"It's okay, I just want to ask you, am I a person who doesn't care about people, it seems that when I see someone sad, I want me to be sad for him to get a 'book'' to read'', but I just don't know how to persuade him and don't know what to say."

"Director Su, you are very good and kind, but everyone comforts others in different ways, there is no need to blame yourself, just work hard."

Then have I worked Ouyang Jin?

I've never done anything for him.

Never really took the initiative to worry about him and contacted him.

I never made him breakfast, prepared clothes, or even took care of him getting up.

I have never taken the initiative to give him a good morning kiss, including every time I have love, I have not taken the initiative to caress him first.

It seems that I have been passively accepting all along, and he is actively giving.

I remember the first time he came to my place to fry my steak for dinner, he was cutting tomatoes and putting the last slice in my mouth, and I was lying on the kitchen bar watching him busy. That scene was the most memorable to me, and I felt so touched at the time, as if we were as casual and warm as a family.

Ouyang Jin has always been so good to me, but I have always been blinded by the impression of meeting for the first time, and I have always thought that he is a person who is indiscriminate, but the fact is that Ouyang Jin can actually always be so good to me.

It's just that this time I don't want to be so passive anymore and I don't want to continue to let him bear it alone.

I contacted the bodyguard and forced him to tell him where Ouyang Jin was.

"If the boss wants you to go, why do you need me to tell me where it is, you still don't want to think about it." I sometimes really think this bodyguard is annoying and hateful, and he doesn't speak tactfully at all.

"We all want to be good for him, why are you so stubborn. I forced you to say it, Ouyang Jin, if you are to blame, I will explain it, and it will not affect you. ”

"I don't know, you'd better go about your own business." This man never looked at me.

I felt more and more that this person was really annoying.

"That's my business, and I have the right to know where he is now."

"There's nothing I can do." He turned around and left.

I started to get angry. When they went up, they grabbed him and pulled and pulled with him.

"Why are you so cold-blooded and ruthless, he needs to be concerned now, I just want to see him help him, maybe he is in pain alone now, but there is no one to listen to him."

"The boss is not that kind of person."

"How do you know that he is not, and you are not him, do you still run to his heart to see what kind of person he is?"

"I shouldn't have told you the whole thing, women are such a nuisance!"

"Then since you have started and finished, I don't want to be a bystander all the time." I looked at the stubborn man in front of me, his face was cold, affectionate, cold and gloomy, "We are all the same and want Ouyang Jin to get better, why can't we help him together." ”

Eventually, he nodded.

"Hopefully, your efforts are not wrong."

I was dropped off at my designated place by the driver.

A small but very delicate and beautiful two-story garden house, with white walls, red roof, and the path in front of the door is lined with unknown pink flowers, which extends to the door, and there is a small terrace in front of the door, a small white rattan table, and two rattan chairs next to it. The whole house looks nice and lovely.

This is a typical American-style bungalow, I used to watch desperate housewives for a while, and this house is similar to the one in the TV series.

There are a few very immature letters written on the door number in red marker: vivi'shome.

Ouyang Jin's daughter is called Vivian.

Lovely home, as lovely as the child's name, but now everything doesn't make sense.

The child was seriously injured by a drunk driver on the way out of school, and died of his injuries after being taken to the hospital. When Ouyang Jin arrived, the child was already cold.

I stood in front of the door, not knowing whether to knock or not.

They are grieving for their children, and what am I when I come, and in what capacity?

What if Ouyang Jin doesn't want me to see his current state?

If the child's mother is grieving and sees me coming to the child's father again, will she feel cold?

I just stood under the porch of someone else's house, thinking about the worst over and over again, and then came to the conclusion that it was better not to knock on the door and go in because it was out of place.

I just went in at this time, the funeral had already been held, Ouyang Jin might be in a daze in a quiet corner, maybe he would smoke a cigarette to calm himself down, maybe he would think of something else to distract himself, but I think no matter what, he doesn't want me to see him the loneliest now.

I walked alone on the small road around here, the road was clean and tidy, and the fragrance of flowers was everywhere.

Walking on this path, I suddenly have a very warm feeling of home, Ouyang Jin must have taken his daughter and a family of three to walk on this road countless times, how beautiful that picture should be.

When the sun sets, in the evening, the family walks on it, the child may run happily in front, and then return to hold the hand of his parents, and the family is so simple and cheerful and happy.

It was already dark, and the lights on the side of the road were already on. I walked down the street, and occasionally a car or two passed by slowly.

I feel a little cold, after all, it's late autumn now.

Is Ouyang Jin still at home now, are you feeling better, should I call and ask him when he will come back.

I was always conflicted and hesitant.

But my hesitation didn't last long, because Ouyang Jin called.

The ringtone of the mobile phone was a little harsh and noisy on this silent road, and I took it out and saw Ouyang Jin's name flickering and jumping, and I felt as if I had done something wrong and just happened to be caught.

"What are you doing?" Ouyang Jin's voice was neutral, and there was no special emotion.

"No, I'll walk around outside and I'll be back in a while." I started to stutter a little. I knew where I was, and he couldn't tell I was near him, but I was still afraid that he would be angry when he found out I was coming.

"Where, shall I pick you up?"

"No-" I instinctively called out a refusal, and after I called, I felt out of shape again, "No need, I'm near home, I'll be there soon, you can go about your own business, leave me alone." ”

"Really, I said you came to me, but I waited and didn't see you coming. Where did you run and got lost? ”

So I've been in control all along.

Ten minutes later, Ouyang Jin appeared in front of me. White shirt, black suit, he was so solemn and serious that I couldn't bear to imagine how much pain he was going through in his heart right now.

We were five or six meters apart, and the street lamps stretched our shadows long.

"Are you going to hang out here all night?"

Ouyang Jin said with a smile, but from so far away, I could still see the sadness on his face that could not be concealed.

"No, I just want to walk around alone. I'll go back in a moment. ”

It was only then that I realized how weak my lies seemed to him, who would run to a strange place like me and walk around there at night without knowing what to do.

"Then are you tired of walking now, do you want to come in with me to sit and rest for a while?" Ouyang Jin walked over as he spoke, and before he could reach out to me, he had already stretched out his hand to me.

I held out my hand to him, and the two of us walked naturally on this quiet path.

"Since you're here, why don't you go in, do you want to see the scenery here?"

"I just want to come and see, if I go in, I don't know what identity I'm going to go in, and I don't want you to be distracted." "Fool, who told you to think only of me." Ouyang Jin said kindly and rubbed my hair.

I looked up at him, a temporary smile on my face dispelling a little of his sadness.

"The child has been buried, and I just need some time to accept it."

"I know, so I want you not to rush and take your time."

I know the pain of losing a child, and when I can't find anyone to talk to, I lock myself in a quiet place, thinking alone, watching alone, ignoring no one and caring about anyone.

"Thank you for your understanding, only you can make me happier the most." Ouyang Jin was actually thanking me.

I felt a little overwhelmed, and my hand was sweating as soon as he held it.

"Let's go and have a look at the house, maybe you'll want to go in and have a look." Ouyang pointed in the direction of the small house.

Yes, I did want to go in and have a look. I want to see Ouyang Jin's daughter, and I also want to see Ouyang Jin's daughter's mother. It's just that I haven't had a reason to go in, and now Ouyang has invited me in.

"My daughter's name is Yu Wei, Ouyang Yu Wei, her English name is vivian, she likes to paint, she can play the piano and dance ballet."

Ouyang Jin began to talk about his daughter.

I'm just sad that he has been with the child for six years after all, even if he appears less often, their father and daughter still have feelings that can't be separated, and it is natural that he will be so painful and sad. I'm just sighing, although I have also lost a child, but after all, I have less time with that child, so my grief is not as good as Ouyang Jin's.