Well, of course, I know about this kind of thing.

But she never asked me for anything, and even when we met, we didn't do anything extra than talk.

"Brother, there is another kind called 'wingman'! It is the tool of the goddess to eliminate the loneliness in her heart. Netizens said.

Well, I know that.

But when I heard her tell me about herself, I was inexplicably happy.

Isn't the most important thing to be happy?

I didn't expect her to come up to me and whisper in my ear that she liked me.

I'm satisfied that I can just listen to her.

Even as a tool, I feel the joy of being a tool.

Even if she is destined to marry someone else, I have nothing to complain about.

If you have never had it, how can you talk about losing it? Naturally, there will be no sorrow of loss.

Of course, our relationship was indeed a bit ambiguous, and one day she suddenly asked me, "Do you have a girlfriend?" ”

She was worried about my situation, and she realized that she might be interfering with my normal friendship.

Because somehow, she also loves to keep in touch with me, and we always have to talk for a lot of time every day, and often the topic is picked up by her.

And I still have a love for her in my heart, but I know that this love that is not part of friendship cannot be expressed, otherwise our relationship will fall apart.

Just like the friendship of balloons and pins, no one should get too close, let alone show themselves too much.

So in order to maintain our special friendship, I made up a story about me and my so-called ex-girlfriend, saying that I was deeply hurt by the non-existent "ex-girlfriend" and had no intention of talking about my girlfriend for the time being.

After hearing everything, she quickly calmed down, and then apologized to me for her expression in a panic.

After all this experience, I knew that she actually cherished our relationship as much as I did.

When I went to bed and thought about it, I was overjoyed, and twisted like a worm, so that I knocked on the bed in my lower bunk and said, "Brother, when is it quieter?"

After that, our relationship was in a fairly stable state for a long time, with no progress but no regression.

She even complained to me about the relatives who would come every month, and she didn't treat me as an outsider at all.

This gave me the feeling of the legendary "cloud girlfriend".

In real life, we are going farther and farther away, and we also tacitly try to avoid meeting each other, and we always feel that there will be an inexplicable embarrassment when we see each other.

But something broke the peace still happened - her boyfriend split his legs.

Hawkers, it's not about splitting legs, after all, her boyfriend hasn't settled down much, and of course Ru Yan, as his girlfriend, knows it.

Because the chaotic private life of the rich second generation is well known to the whole school. chose Ru Yan, who is very famous in the school, as his girlfriend, probably just to satisfy his vanity.

It is not easy for an ordinary man like me to have the youth of a woman, but a person like him can have the youth of multiple women, and because it is so easy, he doesn't even know what to cherish.

Ridiculous, isn't it?

This time, this rich second-generation brother came to her with a new love and mentioned the breakup to her, and there are still a lot of people around to watch the excitement.

This public humiliation was a big blow to her, and I heard from her roommate that she was so angry that she turned around and ran away.

Conventionally, a woman's mind is fragile at such times.

So when she was vulnerable, it was actually very easy for me, who was already on the edge of my heart, to take advantage of the void.

But that's despicable, isn't it?

But I couldn't help it, and instead of being sad to learn what happened to her, I, as a friend, were excited.

The biggest obstacle actually fell on its own.

What a blessing!

At that time, after receiving her message, I pretended to be surprised that I had just known, comforted her with the words I had prepared, and prepared to find an opportunity to confess in the middle of the conversation, and the result was ......

"As much as it may bother you right now, do you have time to meet with me now?"

She actually took the initiative to invite me out to meet?!

Looking at the beating fonts she sent in the message bar, I immediately replied, "Of course."

I didn't add any punctuation, because if I did, only an exaggerated and naked "!" would convey my writhing in bed.

(Lower bunk: "Hey, brother, what are you looking at the learning materials? Share it!")

Has the three years of perseverance finally paid off?

I couldn't wait an hour early at the reserved restaurant, watching her look around for me as she walked through the door.

I smiled and beckoned to her, and she quickly walked over to the seat next to me and sat down. And it's the first time we've come that close on a physical level.

There was also a seat across from me, but she chose to sit next to me.

My brain couldn't analyze my current situation very well, and the scent of jasmine wafting from her body made my mind confused.

In order to prevent my gaffe, I had to choose to talk as little as possible, I handed her the menu and motioned for her to order as she pleased.

And she ordered a lot of wine, and I don't know what she wants to do, or I don't plan to think about it.

I looked at the table full of wine and said, "I can't drink so much wine?"

I don't drink alcohol, really, I don't like the anesthetic effect of alcohol on my brain, drinking a little more will give me a headache all day.

"I don't need you to drink, I'll drink. ”

With that, she boldly bit the cap of the bottle and drank it in a big gulp.

Then she blushed and complained to me about the bitterness in her heart while she was drinking.

I expected this scenario, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this.

As if in a dream, she leaned on my shoulder and cried to me about her distress, and Sakura's mouth was full of drunken wine.

This made me, who hadn't been drinking, drunk, and I couldn't help but get closer to the pair of cherry lips, and she kissed her too.

I don't know how to describe it, but it was just a simple lip touch, but my brain lost thought as if it was powered off.

After a kiss, she put her lips to my ear and said in a soft voice, "I like you......"

This explosive speech made me lose the last reason.

Soft lips, the scent of jasmine, a fiery delicate body...... I chose to indulge in it.

When I woke up in my hotel bed the next day, my head was aching violently.

I remember that after that kiss, I subconsciously wanted to drink some ice to cool my mind, but there was only wine on the table, so I drank the rest of the wine with her, and then the two of us, who were unsteady on our feet, helped each other out of the restaurant, forgetting who took the first step, in short, we went to the nearest hotel together, and then ......

Tsk! I can't remember.

By the time I slapped my forehead to fully consciousness, I found that she was now holding my arm, curled up like a cat, and sleeping soundly next to me.

And at this moment, the memories of that night came flooding back, and I remembered everything, and I remembered what I and she had done that night was crazy compared to my ordinary life.

Because it was so dreamy, I thought I was still dreaming, dreaming ridiculous and wonderful dreams.

As a result, she let out a low moan and began to slowly wake up, such a real scene would not be in a dream, and I felt my panicked heartbeat, as if I had done something wrong.

"I'm sorry ......"

I apologized to her for just opening her eyes.

And when she turned her gaze to my face, she was visibly stunned for a moment, and then patted her head before she fully reacted.

But she reacted much calmer than me, and she asked calmly:

"Why are you apologizing, for taking away my first time?"

"Uh, I ......"

I was panicked and didn't know what to say.

I really didn't expect me to have sex with her, and it was her first night.

Nothing that happened that night was what I expected, and for a long time I completely lost my ability to think.

And this is actually her first night?

Why?

Why would her ex-boyfriend resist touching this stunner?

Noticing my doubts, she asked:

"Are you wondering why I'm still the first time?"

"Uh......"

She sat up and said with a gloomy face, "In order not to make you think that I am very casual, I deliberately went for revision surgery." ”

"Huh? Actually, you don't have to ......."

I don't mind that, but I'd be glad if it was true.

She laughed and scolded, "Stupid! Don't believe it! I'm real!"

"Huh? Why?"

"Well... I can't get along with that guy Sun Hao, and I don't let him touch me, that's why he humiliates me like that. ”

She wrapped her knees tightly in the quilt, her smooth back exposed.

"Just like a child...... Childish no. ”

At this time, I chose to hug her, her shoulders trembled slightly, but she did not resist, but relaxed her strength and took the initiative to lean over.

I hugged her and asked, "May I ask, why do you like me?"

"Well... Serious looks handsome?"

"Don't be perfunctory!"

"Haha, in fact, you have a lot of advantages, such as maturity, stability, ......"

She said so much that I thought she was complimenting another person.

It's still a pretty good memory when I think about it.

But after the sweetness, it made my heart ache like a fire.

After that day, we managed to come together, yes, we managed to come together.

Although there was a lot of gossip at the beginning, we don't care, if others want to talk about something, let them go!

Neither of us cared about the eyes of the others, we were happy with each other, and we felt satisfied just by being together.

"I'll go! You actually...!Yes! Brother Lu Ziqiao, you really hugged the beauty!"

My friends were buzzing for weeks, and when they got used to it, they all chose to smile and bless.

And as she continued to learn more about it, she also freed many of her previous shackles.

She's livelier, more cheerful, and more... Lovely.

Because of her, I no longer have an aversion to communicating with people, and even in the dormitory, I began to pay attention to my appearance, trying to make myself look like a white swan with her.

During this period, her ex-boyfriend Sun Hao came to look for trouble, but apparently she had a wealth of experience in dealing with it, and under her imposing reprimand, the guy could only walk away.

After graduating from college, we went to meet each other's parents, and there were not too many waves in between, that is, her parents asked my family to pay 500,000 bride price, but fortunately, although my parents both opened small shops, they gritted their teeth and took out the savings saved for decades for the marriage of my only son.

And Ru Yan's family also took out the same amount of dowry, and handed it over to the two of us to distribute.

In this way, our marriage is basically decided.

I also found a job smoothly, after all, my resume and ability have always been above the average, but the company with good treatment has to be in Jiang* City, where both of our parents are not there, and it will take a long time for both of us to visit someone's house.

And Ru Yan doesn't have to worry about anything, she is much better than me, she could have gone to the radio station in the capital, but she still chose to be in the same city with me.

It's just that the housing prices in Jiang* City are higher, and a set of properties that are more comfortable and convenient for each other to work and travel costs 2 million, which is obviously a huge amount of money for our two newcomers.

Even if you spend the starting capital given by both parents, you can only make up half of it, and you have to borrow the rest from the bank.

In fact, we also have many options, such as going back to our respective hometowns to develop, but we are both young and want to make a career far away from our hometowns.

In addition, each other's jobs have been confirmed, so we still chose to buy a warm and comfortable home in this bustling metropolis.

Ru Yan became a radio host as she wished, and as expected, she was very famous, and it is said that many people guarded her program.

And I became a coder.

Well, yes, extremely brain-draining coder.

Now I feel a little chilly on the top of my head......

Just kidding, in fact, my hair is still very thick, and it is really cold when the wind blows this night, but the windbreaker I am wearing is very warm, and this dress is what Ru Yan bought for me.

It would be nice if the time stayed in that year.

However......

Something happened anyway.

Ru Yan's father was in a car accident and was a high paraplegic, and there was also her mother-in-law in the same car, but fortunately, her old man was only slightly injured.

However, the chance of curing high paraplegia is very small, and the monthly treatment cost cannot be stopped once.

Looking at the usually dignified old man lying in the ICU on a ventilator, Ru Yan lost her smile.

Originally, the two of us discussed whether we wanted to have a child next year, but this incident made us not in the mood.

But the responsibility that should be borne is, of course, to be borne.

Ru Yan has always been very filial, her elderly mother-in-law has no income to take care of her father-in-law, and she will send all her salary back home after this incident, the radio ratings in Jiang* City are not very good, even if she is a powerful newcomer in the station, the salary is enough for her family's current daily expenses.

And I have always been obsessed with the 500,000 yuan from my own parents, and my monthly salary will be transferred back to 15,000 yuan, plus the mortgage to be paid, and various living expenses, the two of us basically have no savings.

To this end, we began to work overtime, looking for various job opportunities, in order to increase our monthly income as much as possible, the two of us had less and less time to talk, ate at various work locations, and did not return home often.

Even if they return home together by chance, they all lie in bed together after washing, so tired that they don't want to talk much.

Once, she was lying next to me, and she suddenly turned her head and asked me, "Are you tired?"

I said "um", after a long day of work, and now my brain cells need to sleep.

"Shall we go home?"

"What are you going back to?

I can't quite understand her thoughts.

"But here you are tired, aren't you? for my father. ”

"Your father is also my father, we should take care of him, and I should do my filial piety to him. ”

Ru Yan's father did not say anything harsh when I first came to see him, but after I fulfilled his conditions and requirements, I never said anything about our marriage.

This old man used to be a teacher, and he was very strict with Ru Yan's tutoring, without him, there would be no Ru Yan today.

I could feel a kind of stern love for the two of us juniors from the old man, who was also on his way to see the two of us in a car accident.

Life is indeed a lot harder now, we have a mountain of 20 years of mortgage and medical bills on our heads, and if we want to completely break free from the shackles, I am afraid that with the development of our two careers, it will be difficult to hope for ten years.

"Or we'll give this house to ......"

She carefully suggested to me that if the mortgage was cleared off both of us, our lives would indeed be several times easier.

"No, at least not for now. ”

But I refused, and the reasons for this are complicated.

First of all, there are so many memories of the two of us in this family, and it is not easy for me to give them up like this. And selling our homes also means that our jobs in the city are going to be under the fence, which makes me uncomfortable just thinking about it.

Of course, more importantly, this house is the joint property of our two families, and we have to discuss with the parents of both families before making a decision.

And I also have my own parents, although they are still opening stores and have income, but I know that both of them have suffered from many serious diseases due to perennial fatigue, what if they also fall ill in the future?

Considering that the housing prices in Jiang* City have been steadily rising in recent years, I think it is too early to lose the house that we have lived in since we were newly married.

With the experience of the past few years in society, my thinking is also more realistic, many things are not taken for granted, and a decision about each other must be more prudent.

"Okay......"

She sighed, and I could feel the exhaustion in her.

"Don't think too much, sleep well!"

As long as the two of us meet face to face and talk, what hurdle can't be overcome? It is only a matter of time before the current situation is resolved.

I whispered, then reached out and hugged her, and she curled up in my arms like a cat, and I sniffed the scent in her hair and fell asleep with her.

It was only before I lost consciousness completely that I seemed to hear a sigh full of uneasiness and annoyance.