"Your own choice?" Just five words, the little Taoist priest said it and was repeated by Zi'an.

He couldn't help but smile bitterly, and suddenly felt that he was a little childish! Just now he pushed away the master he hadn't seen for a long time, and he also yelled at the benefits of Chong Shu. Wasn't it all his choice from the beginning?

In this life, anyone can blame others and be angry with others, but he can't - all this is his own decision, his own choice.

It was only at this moment that he understood that the greatest pain in life was not to ask for it, but to suffer it by himself. There are always people who hold happiness in their hands, but they want to pursue misfortune, as if only the glass slag of the knife pierced into the heart, and the stabbing heart will feel that life has meaning. In fact, those who know how to be content will be happy!

Thinking of this, Zi'an bent down and apologized to the little Taoist: "Little Daoist, what I said in a bad mood just now is too much!

"That's there!" the little Taoist priest said with some embarrassment, scratching his hair.

Then Zi'an turned around and left.

When he returned to the courtyard, Shu Shouhui had already left, and Si Qing was still waiting for him in the courtyard.

"Your Highness!" Seeing him come back, Si Qing shouted, but he was a little timid. The previous scene had made him really understand the fragility of his Highness, he was born not very good at speaking, and now he was even more afraid that his words would poke His Highness, so he shouted and stood aside.

"What's wrong!" Zi'an saw that Si Qing was a little uncomfortable, and took two steps forward to pat him on the shoulder and quipped, "Is it that seeing His Royal Highness, who is omnipotent in his own family, also has such a weak appearance and dislikes me!"

"No! no!" Si Qing hurriedly refused, "Your Highness, do you remember when we were children?" At that time, I didn't dare to speak, I didn't dare to make contact with people. The saint said that I am a good seedling, and let me follow you to protect you. But when I first met you, I couldn't even introduce myself, and I ran away.

And that's what I am, your choice at that time was to accept me and help me! At that time, you could accept and protect me like that, so what should I dislike about you! And I think you're right, the most important thing is to be happy in life! I also think that people should have pressure, but if that pressure will crush people.

You might as well live by yourself, anyway, people live for a lifetime, it's like a game that doesn't know the ending. No one has cleared the cheats, and no one can say that the path they are taking must be right!

You can do it once!"

"Hahahahaha!" Zi'an couldn't help but feel funny when he looked at Si Qing with a serious and restrained look and finished saying this sentence, he patted Si Qing's shoulder and smiled, and the tears of laughter were thrown out, "Yes! You're right—go and have a drink today, and if you don't get drunk today, you won't return." I said everything in my heart today, and my heart was very happy. ”

"Good!"

Many years later, when Zi'an recalled that day, he only felt that the night sky that night was exceptionally beautiful, and the stars were dazzling, and he didn't know if it was his delusion, he actually felt a little lighter on his shoulders.

The next day, Zi'an began to sit in the room and read, so Shu benefited from Shu Changen's face and opened the library to him, for which Shu Pingyao also had a quarrel with him!

On this day, Zi'an was reading a book, and Pingcheng came from outside the house and saw that he was just about to quit, but he heard the sound and shouted.

"Heicheng, how long are you going to hide from me!" he closed the book and said helplessly.

Heijo shrugged, "It's up to you. ”

"Look when I don't pester, don't say strange things?" Zi'an raised his eyebrows.

"yes, if that's the case, I think we can still be friends. Heijo said as he took a few steps forward, and pulled a cushion out from under the table across from him, leaning against the table by his desk.

Zi'an nodded, and casually moved the lamp on the table to a seat: "If the conditions are like this, then I think it's okay now!"

"Well, to be honest, we're not from the same world! I'm still really scared that you're going to have to stand by my side. Heijo said goodbye, with a bitter look on his face, as if he had suffered a great sin just thinking about such a day.

Zi'an smiled and patted him on the head with the book: "I think so too, but-you know! A person who pays too much in one thing in the world and comes back empty-handed will always be a little reluctant." ”

"I don't understand what you're saying!" Pingcheng rubbed the place where the book was knocked just now, and muttered, "To be honest!, I really don't understand a person like you, why are you so persistent in following me to Shushan, you yourself know, that's not love!"

"Are you a fool and can't you save me? How can there be so many people in this life?" Zi'an said and picked up a book and looked at it, answering as he read it.

Heicheng pouted and said helplessly, "What a weirdo." ”

Zi An smiled.

In the future, Pingcheng and Zi'an gradually became more communicative, and Pingcheng can't say that the reason may be because he has been entering the country faster and faster recently! People's fear of danger is instinctive, and he was terrified when he watched the scenes of several seniors' crossing, and the master once said that the blood of people who like themselves is useful to him.

Now this person can't say whether he likes himself or not, and he probably can't help it.

"Are you reading again?" Pingcheng was a little helpless, "Are you a nerd? Why do you like to read so much!"

"There is truth in the book!" Zi'an replied very blandly.

Pingcheng was dumbfounded: "Is that reasonable? Are you kidding me? This truth of life comes out of it, and you only know it after you have experienced it, and I don't believe that anyone can read two books to understand the truth of life." ”

Zi'an smiled nondeniably, "You're right!" Zi'an finished and continued to read.

"Yes!"

The days passed slowly, and the sun rose and set lazily.

On this day, it took a lot of effort for Pingcheng to pull out the moldy man who was in the library behind him to bask in the sun.

The sun hit his body warmly, this is a feeling that Zi'an hasn't felt for a long time, looking up at the sun and squinting unconsciously: "Hmm! It's been a long time since I've been like this-"

"You've always put yourself in that little space, and of course you don't have time to bask in the sun. Heicheng led him out of the grass and sat down with his back to the tree, his hands folded behind his head.

"Do you know Aunt Meng?"

"I know!" Zi'an frowned at the lush green grass on the ground and sat down.

"She became a sword spirit and changed her name. Now I practice sword with Langjiu every day, and I have greeted her and tentatively asked her if she remembers me. But the answer was no, how to put it! I felt weird, and I wanted to miss the feeling of being around me before. It's ridiculous to say, it's obvious that I don't want her, but it's clear that I decided to exchange her life for myself to become an immortal. ”

"It's really ridiculous!" Zi'an looked at the clouds in the distance, and his mind swayed with the fluttering of the clouds.

"What kind of mentality do you think I have! Obviously, I have now found the life I want to live, but I don't know how to start nostalgic for the old life! I miss the old days, and as soon as I entered the house, Rouge came over and asked me about my warmth. I miss the days with Aunt Meng's family, and I miss my father trying his best to be nice to me, but he made a mess of things. ”

"When was the last time I hugged my father! I just remember that his back was already rickety, and his figure, which was a head taller than me, seemed to shrink and became such a small mass. It's so thin and thin that I can circle it with a single hand, and my bones hurt me. ”

"I don't know if the old man remembers to eat well! I've been having a dream lately, but it's just a fragment, I dreamed that the old man ha! Being tied hand and foot, constantly being struck by lightning, he hurts! Twisting his body and roaring, his voice is hoarse for some time, and the cry is like the mournful cry of a beast when it is dying. ”

"I feel so sad just thinking about it! I haven't taken good care of the old man, and I wanted the old man to call me immortal from lightning! Now—I suddenly regret it! Fortunately, fortunately—the old man ran fast, and didn't let my sinister intentions come true. Fortunately, the old man ran fast, or he would have taken matters into his own hands for my benefit!"

Pingcheng replied for a long time, and the nostalgia in the words called the wind to hear, and the wind became lighter and lighter little by little, blowing on people's faces, as if someone was brushing their faces, and it was very gentle.

"Pingcheng, have you ever regretted it?" Zi'an asked softly.

"No, it's useless even if you're nostalgic, you always have to look forward, don't you? Some things give up, you give up—why cling to them!" Heijo closed his eyes as if he was enjoying the feeling of the breeze on his face, and he looked very relaxed.

Until why this scene cooperated with his words to Zi'an's heart, he always felt that these words seemed to answer him, but more like answering Pingcheng himself.

In fact, who knows if he regrets it or not!

Then Zi'an thought for a while and said, "You're right! But although some things are gone, the habit is still there." It's like when I was a child, my mother was strict with me, and if the half-grown child had a little negligence in etiquette, he was not allowed to eat for a day, and now although I can't see her, the etiquette in my bones is still there.

The master said that he couldn't memorize the four books and the five classics, so he slapped the palm of his hand. The swelling in the palms of the hands subsided, but the knowledge was in the heart.

For you, too, although Aunt Meng is gone, that warmth is still in your heart.

Although my uncle didn't know where he was going, his memories were still there. ”

"You're really pitiful!" the corners of Pingcheng's mouth twitched, and he slowly opened his eyes to look at Zi'an full of surprise, and even some pity, "There is really no warmth in your memories!"

Zi'an choked and nodded undeniably, "Isn't it a little too greedy to demand family affection in the royal family!"

Heijo shook his head, "It shouldn't be!"

Seeing this, Zi'an stopped talking.