I was angry, I had already walked out of the hall, but I couldn't help but turn around and slap it slammed over, I wanted to kill Qianfei, at that moment, the feeling was so real.

I never thought that the person who would be the next person with my palm would be Yan.

I looked at her in amazement, how could she be so timely? Does she come here often? Didn't she know that the slap would kill her?

The tears in my eyes didn't dare to fall, even if I saw blood flowing from the corners of her mouth, even if I saw that her eyes were full of hostility towards me, even if I saw that her eyes were full of worry about Qianfei.

At that moment, she didn't consider my distress for her, I took a step closer, just to check her injury, but was slapped head-on by her. She looked at me fiercely and asked me, why don't you leave?

I was so sad that I couldn't suppress it, what was there to be about such a ruthless and unrighteous killer?

I went back to the Western Regions and didn't think about it so much, but I began to wonder what kind of person I had my eye on.

Gu Moyun is so ruthless and vicious, Bai Zijia is so innocent and pure, Si Jiya is so willful, Bai Lan is so cunning and black-bellied, and Qianfei is so cold as frost...... I counted everyone carefully, and my heart became more and more painful, why was there no me alone in Yan's heart?

And can her heart accommodate so many people? Is she promiscuous or obsessive? I don't understand her. Thinking about it carefully, I don't know anything about her, for eighteen years in the world, I only know that she is pure, fierce, and domineering.

She's been in the Demon Realm for so many years, maybe she's changed a long time ago, and I don't know it. It was I who naively thought that she was still Lin'an's face, which is why she was so disappointed.

I stayed quietly in the Western Regions, and I didn't dare to contact her for a long time, for fear that every contact would ruin her image in my heart. The more I looked at her, the more I felt like Gu Moyun, who was so cold and cunning by nature. The two of them are the same, which is terrifying.

I don't know how to fight Gu Moyun anymore, I don't even know what the point is. Lin'an is just a catastrophe for me, how resentful can I be? Yan, for me, may never have belonged to me. Do I trap her with love, or do I trap her with past indebtedness?

I like women? I wonder why I can't be tempted by other women? I look at Xue'er, who has been with me for tens of thousands of years, and see that she has always been with me sincerely, and she longs for love as much as I do. But why can't I accept her love?

I acquiesced in Xue'er's kindness to me, what I couldn't get from Yan, I could get from her, and even more. If it weren't for her father, if it weren't for her, how could I be where I am today?

I accidentally got the heart of the red dragon, and I became extremely powerful, so Luo Mingshu passed on the position of the demon king of the Western Regions to me. At that moment, I really felt that the so-called strong man does not refer to men, but to those who can dominate everything.

I thought that time could go on like this, like, I didn't know how to give up Yan, and I didn't know how to accept Cher. But we can still connect, we can communicate, and we can spend every day in such tangled days.

I like stability, and that's the best thing for me.

All the peace was broken, just on the day Yan came to ask me for Ji Yaohua. Didn't she know that Ji Yaohua was something I used to improve my cultivation? She probably didn't even inquire about how important Ji Yaohua was to me.

She won't be able to use my Ji Yao flowers, so I concluded that she was picking Ji Yao flowers for someone else.

I couldn't refuse any of her requests, and when she opened her mouth to me personally, her eyes were full of anticipation, I didn't dare to refuse her, I was afraid that she would be disappointed, that she really didn't owe anything to me.

Xue'er scolded me, saying that I was obsessed with ghosts, and even Ji Yaohua was given casually, and on the other day, did I even send it out with the Western Regions?

If I could, I would.

At that moment, I moved my mind, one day, I want her to be my demon queen of the Western Regions.

When terrible thoughts arise, many incidents inevitably arise.

Therefore, when Bailan came to me and asked me to go to Chiaki Valley to kill people, I agreed. It's just that I didn't expect that on that day, Yan also happened to be there.

So, I watched her with my own eyes and self-destruct herself in front of me.

I only felt at that moment what the sky was falling apart, I looked at the dying face, I instinctively wanted to send spiritual power to her to save her life. I can't imagine how she was willing to self-destruct her cultivation and betray Bai Lan for a few months.

What about Gu Moyun and Bai Zijia, it doesn't matter? What about me? She obviously remembered the past, assassinated me for Qianfei's safety, and now betrayed the world for Qianfei's safety and sacrificed everything she had.

I finally can't deceive myself anymore, Yan is true, and he doesn't love me.

I am just a passerby to her, even though I am already a human being in the eyes of the world, but in her heart, I am still just a passerby. Luo Wuqiu, who was in Lin'an back then, may be just a passerby to her.

She said it half right, she didn't love me, not because of anyone, just because she didn't love me.

I cried in despair, I cruelly injected the spiritual power of the Seventh World Flower into her body, I wanted her to be trapped forever! I wanted to restrain her! I wanted to forcibly break into her life domineeringly! Why can she tolerate so many people, but she can't tolerate me!

Yan, even if she hates me, resents me, or even wants to kill me, it doesn't matter, I want to carve traces that only belong to me in her life!

If she loses her cultivation, she can only survive and become a mortal. When Chiaki Gu runs out of energy, will she be mine?

I knew I was delusional, but I couldn't think of a better outcome. I can't accept other results either. I clearly knew that on that day, I took revenge on Yan for all my unfairness, and I let her body finally collapse, and all her cultivation was ruined.

I hugged her in my arms, kissed her, was reluctant to let go, and even wanted to have her and possess her for a while. At that moment, I knew that I had fallen in love with her, and I couldn't help myself.

When Qianfei broke in, she bumped into that scene, the jealousy that burst out of her eyes, her fierce words, and her crazy reaction. They are all sending a message to me - she is in love with Yan.

They ...... Is this the relationship......

I couldn't stop crying and went crazy!

Why is God so cruel to me? Again and again I have been stripped of all the happiness I desired!

Yan woke up, quiet in my arms, I held her hand, she didn't break free. I don't know if she's powerless to struggle or if she's tired of what I've done to her.

I pressed her face and held her tightly in my arms, not a single movement or detail was telling others that this was my person.

But when Qianfei came, she seemed to be alive, she beckoned to Qianfei, and Qianfei came over timidly. I clearly saw that Qianfei was afraid in her eyes, Yan became such a waste person for her, and she was also afraid that Yan would resent her, right?

Yan gently wiped her tears, and said to Qianfei like an adult overnight, don't cry, I'm back.

Yan drove me away, she said, send His Royal Highness the Demon King back to the Western Regions.

Where Qianfei is is her home.

Oh, how ironic fate is, she chose a person who is even more cold than me, a woman, a woman who has been criticized, and the two of them want to sing a big drama - a lifetime of Chang'an.

Gu Moyun came to me, and he finally blew up, he could only ask me for help, wanting to borrow my hand to eradicate Qianqiu Valley.

But why did I help him? I hated him so much, if he hadn't taken away Yan, how could there be so many later?

Gu Moyun scolded me, he scolded me for being useless, scolded me for being cowardly, and scolded me for never knowing how to grasp the opportunity! His situation was even worse than mine, and there was no contradiction between gods and demons. And I'm just a woman, a woman who likes women.

Yan likes Qianfei, I can see it, but she stubbornly thinks it's friendship. It wasn't until the fall of Qianqiu Valley that Yan woke up hysterical, and even went to slaughter the city.

I saw her in blood-stained red, her eyes shattered, and her bruised and bruised. I regret it, I was wrong, I shouldn't have hurt her so selfishly.

I could never trap her, just as I couldn't keep her.

Yan threw herself into my arms and cried and said, Qianfei's soul is scattered, and they are no longer possible.

The fragmentation in her eyes, the heartbreak on her face, and every out-of-control movement of her limbs all tell me that she loves this woman deeply.

I didn't dare to admit that I was also an accomplice, and I didn't dare to tell her that Gu Moyun was the mastermind. Gu Moyun and I were timid and afraid, and threw all the responsibility to Bai Lan. Gu Moyun and I are just two well-dressed beasts.

I said to her over and over again, Yan, I'm here.

But her eyes are godless, she has no love, her mind is full of thousands of Fei, all revenge. Her world collapsed at the moment when Qianfei died, and all her beliefs collapsed at that moment.

I often look at those hands at night, what kind of person am I? How much happiness have these hands ruined Yan's happiness? What qualifications do I have to stay by her side? But the more she is like this, the more she rejects Gu Moyun, Bai Lan, and Bai Zijia, and becomes extremely manic, becomes evil and crooked, and becomes unrecognizable. The more I felt that I had a chance to fight for it again.

If her world collapses, just as my world collapses at the moment when Lin'an is destroyed, at this time, as long as I accompany me gently, can I get her heart?

In fact, this is how I took advantage of the situation, and this is how I took advantage of the fire. Finally got her people and heart.

She is in alliance with me, she can't let go of Qianfei, she doesn't want to let go of Bailan, but she is alone. So she slept with me, just to have a justifiable gossip to disturb Bai Lan and Gu Moyun's hearts.

She wants this world to be uneasy!

She thought she owed me something, but I knew I owed it to her.

If there is one thing I regret the most in this life, it must be that I personally participated in the Battle of Chiaki Valley. According to the scale of Bai Lan's campaign back then, it was impossible for Fengyue Forest and Qianqiu Valley to resist the Nancheng army, not to mention the internal chaos between Wei Lingxiao and Bai Lingyuan. Gu Moyun said to me, as long as I bear the charge of repelling the allies in Qianqiu Valley, he will attack from the inside.

I never thought that he would even have to count me in this move. Bai Lan Wei Lingxiao, Bai Lingyu, and I have all become his knives. The crime of killing Qianfei has nothing to do with him.

I put myself in danger with a single thought, so that Yan could find a reason why I would be incompatible with it from now on. And he Gu Moyun, watching from the wall, sitting on the fish.

I have to admit that it was the same opportunity, but he could resist avoiding showing up in person, while I, knowing that it was a trap, jumped down. I was defeated, and I really couldn't fight him.

For the rest of my life, I saw Yan trying his best, calculating everywhere, just to bring down Bai Lan, just to mess up the world of the demon world.

Gu Moyun, Bai Lan, Bai Zijia, but anyone who cares about her, who doesn't feel sorry for her? Seeing her go to hell and tear apart together with herself, there is no one who doesn't feel sorry for her. But none of us is qualified to persuade her, we are all murderers.

For many nights, she refused to sleep with me, hiding all her vulnerability. She could see my repentance, she could see my pain, but she couldn't forgive me. She said that she was also the murderer who killed Qianfei, so she couldn't forgive herself, and she couldn't even forgive herself, what did she use to forgive me?

Later, she said that she was in love with me, but she hated me to the core, and without me, Qianqiu Valley might not have been defeated so quickly. Half a month, such a big Qianqiu Valley, tens of thousands of years invincible, in just three days, collapsed.