What I wanted was always to be together. What's the use of saying that you like it more? It's better to be together.

Therefore, Emperor Luo and you are two extremes, I have experienced so much with her, but she has never given up the idea of being with me. She won't push me out, she won't swallow her anger to see me rejoicing with others, she won't be silent, but she will ask me loudly if all silent feelings deserve to be ignored?

If time were to repeat itself, I would like to tell you mercilessly that in my case, silent feelings deserve to be ignored.

This is also my attitude towards you later, I know that you like me, I know that you finally have a heart for me, and I know that you are thinking about me. But I don't need you anymore, so you're dispensable. We have remnants of the past feelings, and we are ruthless and unbridled in consuming those feelings.

I only look forward to the day when we will leave in decadence and forget each other after being completely consumed. Let each other be a nightmare in each other's hearts, and we are so drunk in our dreams that we can't wake up.

I thought I was pessimistic enough, but I didn't want you to be more sad, and you wouldn't even accept a new hope. You say, when you were in your most desperate, I came to stab you. You say, it is you who do it, so you always miss happiness.

I've asked you a million times if we can start over. And your answer is something you can't forget.

So, I can't see the future, why should I waste my time and energy on you? I'd rather start over with someone else and pursue the happiness I want.

Promises made can be invalidated the moment they don't get results. And I, on the other hand, have never felt that these words are ruthless, on the contrary, I feel that they are extremely reasonable.

Why do we use our past feelings to contain each other? Why do we have to pay when we know we can't afford to pay?

If that's your affection, I'd rather not. So, I'm mostly resentful of you.

Resent your cowardice, resentful of your incompetence, resentful of your compromises!

Perhaps, it was a mistake for God to let you meet me, how could my fierce temperament collide with you with tenderness?

In my life, you are the one who owes the most, and you are the one who owes the most to each other. The person I have waited for the longest is you, and the person I have given up the most completely is also you. The person I am most reluctant to give up is you, and the person I want to abandon the most is also you.

If I had to live all over again, I'd rather not meet you. Don't leave yourself with such a shadow, rather than accept your tender love.

We are all mortals, so we all have our own bad roots, and all I look forward to is meeting someone who has the same bad roots as me, or someone who can tolerate my bad roots. Two people, happy life.

You, Bai Zijia, asked me, is this the happiness I want, and I can ignore everyone in a blink of an eye?

I said, yes. The love I want is so selfish.

Because I know that those so-called feelings either hurt my lover, or can only gradually dissipate, or they cause harm to others. I couldn't understand why I was acting so nostalgic, romantic. Then I've always been like this, and I'm an out-and-out scum.

Even though the world calls me a scumbag and says I'm abusive, I know that what I want is still a single-minded relationship. But they are still two people who have the same heart, and they will never give up.

I have been persistent all my life, I have been extravagant all my life, I have committed heinous crimes, made vows of mountain alliances and seas, and betrayed countless promises. It's like a vulgar person, who has walked through this world. Meet the people I meet, visit the feelings I have to meet, and pay the price I have to pay. If you ask me whether I regret it? I will not regret it until I die. If you ask me if I'd like to do it all over again?

I repent in this Futu Mountain, bear the sins of the people of the demon world, and am willing to repay the debt of those I have killed in this life. I know that I have to repent and repay countless times, and I can't pay it off.

Years ago, I used the Nightmare Ice Lantern to create illusions and turn into a sea of flowers. Luo Jiushuang accompanies me, and she treats me with all her heart, and I can't afford it. She died, and finally died, and I paid it back.

I have hurt too many people for my obsession, and if my life is restarted, I would rather not meet these people, I would rather not get the so-called obsession, and I don't want to owe so much. This heart, which is too heavy, has long been unable to redeem.

I have witnessed the decline of the Demon Realm, I have witnessed the prosperity of the Demon Realm, but I feel the same sadness.

And I finally understood that the divine realm is ruthless, only because love hurts people. If the world is like me, indulging in indulgence, I don't know how many incidents will happen. The so-called laws of heaven will no longer be implemented, and how many injustices will arise in the world?

It can be seen that the world does not tolerate my twilight face, which is right.

Everything comes into being, and we should follow the laws of nature, not act recklessly. If anyone has to try that minefield, they will suffer some hardships, and in the end they may be resentful and lament the injustice of fate. But in fact, fate has always been fair, and all cause and effect are brewed by themselves.

The most ingenious thing in the world is the word fate, I didn't understand it at first, but I understand it now. The so-called fate is to meet someone I don't know about at a moment I don't know, and then start a relationship that I don't know, and finally end quietly when I don't know.

This body is gone, and everything in the world has nothing to do with me, and I can start all over again. The years are quiet, and I grow more and more. If every major growth is a rebirth, then I am willing to be born again, well, and start anew.

The most terrible thing about people is not living in the past, but refusing to start all over again and not facing reality.

Postscript:

At the foot of Futu Mountain, the undercurrent is surging, the sea of flowers is in full bloom, and a wisp of ghost is slowly rising from it, blowing to the nearby river with the cold evening breeze. The cold moonlight sprinkled on the surface of the river, and the river was flooded with clear waves, and a wisp of ghosts dived into it.

The white soul dives into the depths of the river and floats quietly in it, as if waiting for something to come.

When the silence passed, the white soul transformed into the appearance of a person, with gentle eyes, plain clothes and white hair, and a pair of eyes staring ahead, floating there faintly.

Suddenly, a pair of hands reached out to her and suddenly took her into his arms. The person who came was red-clothed and black-haired, with gentle eyes, but his movements were extremely domineering, locking the woman in white in his arms and refusing to let go for half a minute.

"Yan, you've finally come to me. The person behind me spoke softly, with a bit of grace, and locked me in his arms with both hands, and I couldn't even turn around.

I suddenly became coquettish: "Who said I came to you? If you don't let me go, you can't play a hooligan?"

Emperor Luo Shen quickly turned me into his arms, his eyes soft: "Who always played hooligan on me before?"

I couldn't help but bow my head and smile: "So good at settling accounts? In the second half of your life, you can count it!"

Emperor Luo Shen smiled and locked me in his arms again, his eyes full of emotion and reluctance.

"Yan, do you still miss them?" Emperor Luo Shen asked me.

After going through so much, what else can't you let go? If you can't afford to let go, you will live in pain all your life. If you can afford to put it down, you can not be trapped in your heart and not be controlled by others.

"Nostalgia, however, is all over. If you miss it again, it will hurt. "It's time for me to get out of here, and the beginning of me and Emperor Luo Shen may also start from the moment of stabbing.

I don't know what will happen to those old people, I can let go of it or not, it doesn't really matter, because I am no longer qualified to care about them. In my life, I scribbled past them and ended my fate with them in a hurry. But I'm satisfied.

In the valley of thousands of autumns, there is a beautiful woman, may it be as it is, may it be gentle, may it be well. I Chang'an, no matter when.

The Luo Shen Emperor behind me was gentle, her warm skin was close to me, and I couldn't believe that we could still have today. I didn't want to guess anymore, so I asked her, "Roselle, why are you still willing to treat me as before, and what do you love about me?"

Emperor Luo Shen smiled softly, his eyes blazing: "You and I were born as one, you know, I have never left you, I have always been in your heart." And I, this is your obsession. It's just that you misidentified people and paid for love. But as long as I'm still there, you'll still be able to find me, won't I? As long as you're still looking for obsessions, I'll always be there. ”

Listening to her words, I was relieved. She is my obsession, but there is one more name, Emperor Luoshen.

My love for her, regardless of gender, has nothing to do with anything else, just fell in love with this person, a Luo Shen Emperor who happens to be a woman.

We looked at the beautiful moonlight, looked at each other and smiled, we could afford to take it, we could put it down, and we had to always. Follow your heart, don't deceive yourself, and get what you want.

"Yan, now, is Lin'an still a nightmare for you? that poor, sad place. She reminded me that it seemed that Lin'an was also her nightmare.

I closed my eyes and thought back to those eighteen years, those barbaric eighteen years.

"Roselle, you're here, I'm here. "Lin'an is indeed not good, but the environment is always difficult, how can everything be as usual?

In the end of life, isn't that the case? We don't have a magnificent heart, and we don't want to chase after those magnificent waves, we are in a safe corner, guarding the most peaceful dreams in our hearts, guarding the people we love the most, and guarding the tranquility and beauty.

"Luo Wuqiu, who am I you?" The corners of my mouth went up, with endless joy, and when I closed my eyes, it was Lin'an.

"Lin Ajiu! You are my Luo Wuqiu's daughter-in-law! Always! Always have been! You are the love of my Luo Wuqiu's life! Up and down, down to Huangquan! In this life, I have exhausted all my time, just to find you. Where you are, is where my Luo Wuqiu is. Emperor Luo Shen swore an oath and spoke sweet words. And she is used to being so spoiled by Shui Twilight.

"Ahh And the world on the water is like a gorgeous dream, and now that she has woken up from her big dream, it is time to leave.

"Let's go back to Lin'an, Yan. Emperor Luo Shen looked at me and said softly.

"Okay, let's go home. I smiled, as if I had seen the dry well and cold pond, the wind and sand all over the sky, the slanting sun and twilight, and the small bridge and flowing water.

Meeting is like a first acquaintance, and there is no resentment when you are old.

The dry well and cold pond weep willows, and the wind and sand roll up the dust and return at dusk.