At that time, F4 used to sit on the ridge and watch the old cows and cultivators in the field in a daze, and at that time I often had an impulse from the land - no matter how far I went in the future, I couldn't get too far from the cattle and people here. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

In that era of poverty and madness, the unrestrained free-range childhood close to the grass, trees and soil gave us the background color of life.

We said that we would go to Beijing in the future to mix, and we should "not forget each other", Yin Deji asked the dog why he couldn't look at each other when he was rich, and Geng Hao was overturned.

What is wealthy, there was no concept at that time, the fat man Zhang Bing went to Beijing to eat KFC once and was regarded as rich, so we insisted on killing him.

After coming to Beijing to study, Geng Hao told me that the so-called wealth is nothing more than power and money, and that painters who have the right to speak in the art world will ask for millions of dollars by waving their hands to paint a picture of chickens eating rice, and we may not be able to earn money from selling a painting in our lifetime. The world is so unfair, why do we pretend to be crazy?

I asked him, "Do you envy them?" ”

"Of course, who doesn't want to be rich?" He paused again and said, "I remember, we said that we should not forget each other, this is the dividend distribution law of the traditional Chinese revolution, and I will not forget it." ”

"What is wealth?"

"For men, isn't it between the legs of money and women."

At this moment, there was a strange light in his eyes, like a desire that was about to erupt.

People are changing, the cell division of the body, the transformation of the spirit, is a kind of transformation full of mystical attributes.

From the moment we arrived in Beijing, life was no longer destined to be as calm as it used to be.

There is a lot of desire and temptation here, some people succeed, but many more fail and even lose their money. Others, in the end, are buried forever in this bizarre city, and they can't leave a little story to evoke the memories of future generations.

All people can remember is the name of the hero after the big waves, although many heroes became heroes when they did the work of a bear, but people are so cheap, as long as they are famous, they will take out his good deeds and have fun, and fabricate countless unwarranted inspirational myths that inspire fools.

On the street at the entrance of the Beijing Film Studio, there are always extras squatting like beggars, I can't afford to laugh at them, this is a cool era when everyone talks about their dreams, people always need something to deceive themselves, and they can't go over and pull their collars and say: "Fuck, buddy, don't affect the cityscape in this kind of blockage, you will never become the second Wang Baoqiang, go back to your hometown and raise a few fat pigs to wash and sleep." ”

Once, when I was passing by with Geng Hao, he said, "Look at these people, they also have dreams. Dreams sound a little more elegant, but they don't sound good, these people still have men and women thieves and prostitutes in their minds, and they want to take shortcuts to make money and do bad things, the so-called dreams are purely an excuse for their own depravity, and we just can't tell the difference between desires and ideals. ”

"Who wouldn't want to take shortcuts? Most of them may have been poor all their lives, but it cannot be said that they have failed, at least they have lived on their own terms. ”

Geng Hao said: "People are living to waste resources, you know that the writer George Bernard Shaw once published an article in a London newspaper, asking chemists to invent a 'humane gas' that will kill people quickly and painlessly, and remove those who have no contribution and no value to society." ”

"By whose criteria is contribution and value determined? No matter how ordinary parents are, they are valuable and contributing to their children; No matter how disobedient children are, they are angels to their parents. This kind of 'humane gas' violates social ethics, how did your kid's thinking become so extreme? ”

"Sigh that life is not good?"

Yuan Zheng also likes to sigh about life, he is an extreme skeptic, and he does not believe in all the pure beauty of this world.

He said that the nature of the world is dirty, and the so-called clean things are pretended to deceive good people. He once said to me solemnly: "If I give you a life, will you do it?" ”

I replied categorically, "No!" ”

"You'll run out of money that way."

"I just want to live my authentic, self-contained life, and being rich doesn't matter to me, it doesn't affect my life."

"Your problem is that you are too pretended, aren't men really just beautiful women who eat, drink, prostitute, gamble, and sleep differently every day? Without money, how can you be real? Men have always stayed in primitive societies and played the role of hunters, in the past they hunted food, and now they hunt beautiful women, in fact, they are all the same. ”

"Then you are wrong, even if you give me the whole world, you can't plunder my personal little world, this small world is not as simple as sleeping beauty."

"You look at our history, the peasants rebelled, the city changed the banner of the king, what did the face say for the heavenly way monarch divine authority, damn, the result is not to satisfy your appetite and evil desires to the greatest extent, don't think that you are any different, you are also a man, the stinky embryo of a man, born with a good mouthful, between the legs of a woman, you wait and see."

That night, Yuan Zheng took me and Yang Chenjun to Gorgeous for a long time, intending to prove his point - life is for profit, and in the end, it is not about coveting between a woman's legs.

When the group of beauties stood in front of them, it looked like an army of women. I didn't feel the presence of beauty, a feeling of pressure that made my chest tight, extremely uncomfortable.

This is selected according to the process of "leading to the secret room, probing its milk, sniffing its armpits, and touching its texture".

It was the first time in my life to encounter such a spectacular scene, and I still felt extremely shocked.

I rushed to Yuan Zheng and said, "You let them out first, and let's have fun together first, how about it?" ”

At this time, Yang Chenjun came over and said, "Xiaoyu is right, I really can't let go, my whole body is tied with iron chains." ”

"Okay, I'll let them avoid it first, and our three brothers will yell a few words first."

Yuan Zheng kicked these women out.

We began to let go of the singing and roaring, coupled with the pouring of wine, roaring until a handful of snot and a handful of tears, what kind of youth friendship brothers, those three vulgar songs that were sung rotten were all pointed out and roared, and the three of them hugged each other and cried wolf and howled all night.

All kinds of wine bottles, cups, snacks and snacks were scattered all over the ground, and finally Monk Yang lay on the carpet and fell asleep, snoring, the precept of not drinking alcohol for many years was ruined, and it is estimated that when he wakes up, he will cry like a girl who has been raped and want us to return his innocence.

I was lying on the couch with my eyes half-closed, still conscious.

Yuan Zheng sat paralyzed on the ground, holding a beer bottle in his hand, propped up his body with the wine bottle, stood up obliquely, rolled to the side of me and said: "Lao Tzu knows that you can't do it, do you want to leave the first time to Miss Wenxin, or is your writer sick and sympathetic to these women?" ”

The terrible thing about Yuan Zheng is here, he is like a cunning old fox, he knows everything, but he pretends to be wise and foolish to confuse the things around him.

He doesn't want others to see his true self and hides himself deeply. He was very young and mingled with fox friends and dog friends in the society, and exercised his social experience, so he looked at people and things as thieves and quasi-thieves.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I tilted my head to the side impatiently.

"You know I understand", he looked at me with a confused look in his eyes and said, "I'm going to decide this Wenxin girl, I saw her soul at the first sight, you don't rob me, you can't win me." I, Yuan Zheng, wanted something that I had to get, and I never lost. ”

"We're all going to miss her, she's married, you know? Married! She's got a man! Now I am being ridden by an official second generation! I yelled.

"What married, don't lie to me, you want to monopolize her, don't you? She is mine, she can't be married, where did you hide my literary heart? You give me back ......" roared, his voice hoarse, tears streaming down his face.

"You're drunk, get out of bed and go to sleep."

He stubbornly waved his hand: "I'm conscious, I'm not drunk, I want this woman, do you hear that?" I'm going to find her, not the kind of guy who sleeps and then buys him an LV bag, I want to get this woman's heart, and I'm going to sleep with her alone every day for the rest of my life. ”

"You go find her, I'm going to sleep."

It was as if that was the last thing I insisted on saying that night, and I can't remember what happened after that.