Chapter 163: Killed by Self-Esteem
"After living for twenty or thirty years, the more I think about it, the more I understand that the purpose of a man's life is to have as much sex as possible with the beautiful girls around him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" After Yu Yue finished speaking, he smiled and clinked glasses with He Tielong heavily, and the beer spilled on the table, like a filthy ball. Liquid.
"I agree with my brother's statement, people are almost the same as animals, you look at all the public in the animal kingdom, they are all fancy and colorful, like endless bears, and try to spread their genes; As for people, in a different way, they put on the so-called cloak of civilization, which is essentially the same. ”
After the two of them finished their, they stared at me and asked for my opinion.
I sat silently, watching the cruise ships coming and going on the Huangpu River, like a hurried and indifferent iron fish swimming angrily, and against the backdrop of LEDs and spotlights, it was inevitable that there was a sense of utopia.
Thinking of being with Chen Fei and seeing a couple playing the role play of the Titanic on the boat, the two of us laughed all night.
"What do you say, Xiaoyu?" He Tielong asked.
"Say whatever you want." I'm still indifferent.
"Xiao Yu is still too kind to women, hey, the kindness of women, he has been planted on this all his life, and he can't become a big climate." Yu Yue took a sip of wine.
They continue to brag about.
As for Yu Yue, this is how it appeared.
On Friday afternoon, Zhao Lifei and I came out of the office building after work, and saw this guy sitting on a chair in front of the flower bed, drinking a bottle of orange-flavored RIO cocktail, smiling lewdly and beckoning me to come over.
I greeted Concubine Zhao Li and asked her to go.
came to Yu Yue and snatched the wine bottle: "Are you ashamed?" A big man drinks this stuff. ”
After saying that, I took a few sips. This is Chen Fei's favorite taste.
"How? Long time no see, miss me? ”
"I don't want to."
"Don't you wonder how I found you?"
"Tell me about it."
"Call "New Speech" and say that you have been transferred to the current unit, my IQ is so high, as soon as I checked the address, I found you."
I gave him the bottle back: "You've been fooling around somewhere in the past two years, and there's no news at all." ”
"Wandering the world, the sky is the earth, the bed is the desire, the flower is the clothes, the air is the life, and you are at ease, which is like you, the mind is full of liberal thoughts, but the body is living a simple life, consuming life in this broken place."
"I don't have to be judged on my life."
"Your problem is here, selfishness, and finally killed by your own dignity, and you start to talk to that kind of Fu Wenxin, you are self-righteous, and you are not alone until now...... Lonely and miserable, we are all like-minded people. ”
"I said you don't care about my business!"
"That girl who came out with you just now is good." His eyes sparkled with lewdness. Filthy light, "I can see that she is interesting to you, she looks at your eyes, that little goblin, there is material on her body!" ”
"! We are pure colleagues, and we have more ethics than revolutionary comrades. ”
"Pull it down, it's up, hehe."
"It's like you, who has never seen a woman die, and who sees a sow with double eyelids."
"Big brother, you were born in happiness and don't know how to be blessed, there is such a beautiful and beautiful colleague, if it were me, I would not be in the mood to go to work, and I would have thought about having a shot with her all day long."
I shook my head helplessly: "You have nothing but sex on your mind. Can't you decorate other valuable and connotative things? I don't know how you've survived in this world all these years. ”
"I don't mean that, I mean, you don't like people and be gentle with them, and you can't miss a piece of meat. Work, each other's aura infects each other, you are a little better to others, maybe the work efficiency will go up, so as to trigger a cascading effect, the overall efficiency of your team will go up, benefit others and yourself, why not? ”
"Less nonsense! Let's go, let's eat! ”
Yu Yue appeared in my life again in this way, maybe it was too lonely in Shanghai, he actually made life more flavorful, although some of the flavors were very strong.
At his instigation, we went to the black bar to watch the fight and color. The love performance, he shouted with joy, and his voice was hoarse.
I think it's really him. Damn boring, he came out alone, leaving him alone to enjoy.
Sometimes, it's not unreasonable to think about his words - I've been killed by my pride.
When dealing with others, I am always afraid that I will be hurt, and the first thing that comes to mind is to defend myself like a hedgehog.
However, personality is like a needle, and it is often yourself who stabs.
I tried to be gentle with Concubine Zhao Li as Yu Yue said.
Sometimes, she gave me small gifts such as chocolates and cookies; Sometimes, I invite her to dinner.
Once, when we were dining in a tea restaurant, I encouraged her and said: "Now Meng Yishen is chasing Fang Xiao so fiercely, sending a bouquet of flowers every day, sending it early and receiving it late, you don't take any action to express your position, don't be afraid to see Fang Xiao is the top boss, you have to compete fairly." ”
"Who says I like him anymore?" She didn't care.
"Then when you see someone's expression, isn't that a liking?"
"You think of this girl too superficially, and tell you that in fact, my sister is just a blind addiction, and I really don't like Mr. Meng, but I just have a kind of respect for business partners."
"Well, I believe you."
"Huh! I wanted to ask you what was going on with you, but it's better not to mention your sadness, so I'll not ask. Zhao Lifei pretended to be calm and stirred the coffee.
"You're too slippery at playing word games, you don't want to ask, but you still ask."
"Hee-hee, I'm sorry."
"It's okay, it's all over, there's nothing to be sad about. She was my classmate's cousin, and because of a coincidence or a contradiction, we met at her cousin's birthday party. At first, I thought that this girl was really not my cup of tea, but later, a lot of things happened, and we always felt very happy together, and we all seemed to be a little inseparable from each other. At first, I didn't dare to admit it, but in the end, she gave me the courage to take a step and realize that this was the love I had been looking for for a long, long time. When I was ready to start loving this woman all the time in this life, she left me neatly. That's it. ”
"So, there are still some stories between you. Don't you want to figure out why she left you? ”
"Maybe I'm poor, not handsome enough, or ...... Or whatever, it doesn't matter anymore, it's all gone, I've buried those things. ”
"Do you really don't understand women, or is it because you're hurt by your self-esteem? Hey, look at you like this, I'm really worried about you, this girl won't simply say leave you if you leave, I'm a woman, I understand women, women are not the money worshippers in your men's minds, who love handsome guys, etc., women are a species of connotation, a thick encyclopedia, you know? You've just read the preface, little friend. I mean, you'd better figure it out. ”
"I don't think about it, I've already experienced this bad experience twice, and I'm a little trembling in my heart, I'm afraid. Maybe I wasn't destined to have love. For example, if a wolf breaks its hind leg and breaks free from its trap, do you think it needs to go back to the trap to see how it got caught in the trap? Apparently not, it would go back and see only bloody stumps, and perhaps hunters in the shadows ready to shoot it in the head. ”
"I think that even if the hunter gives it a shot, at least it will die clearly and deservedly, and it is much better than spending this imperfect life with a stump leg between them!"
"This is where the serious differences between our three views lie, we can't convince each other, let's keep our own opinions."
"You little stubbornness, died of self-esteem. Well, actually, I'm no better than you, come! Cheers to two fools who died of self-esteem! ”
Our cups collided together, coffee spilled, and an abstract ink painting was drawn on the table.